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anyways gonna revive one of my fanfics that i started and never published. idc who reads it or not i just wanna write it for myself 

the only thing i wish @wattpad had added was a way to switch between accounts on the app bc i don’t like the idea of having to log out of this account to log onto my other account. at least on my laptop i have multiple browsers so i don’t have to sign out of either account. take this into consideration wattpad because how hasnt this been a considered update for a website that’s been around since before i was even a teenager

anyways… i did a thing.
          
          i created a second account purely for books that aren’t fanfics. of course i could’ve rebranded this account. but i’ve had it for 11 years and  have an attachment to this username so why not just create a second account and maybe just maybe y’all could follow it and my journey to writing a book/book series i hope to get published someday soon https://www.wattpad.com/user/author_jaymojica?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_profile&wp_page=user_details&wp_uname=COLS0NBAKER

working on something different than what i used to write bc i hope to one day publish it. on another note, does anyone do/know of anybody who can make a book cover for me bc the one i did is simple but i want one to match the vibes of my book 

lmao being reminded of childhood disappointment in my adulthood with my own child is so funny to me!! bc i was supposed to stay at my dad’s house when we flew out for christmas. that’s not happening anymore unless me and my bf can figure something out about it. if we don’t then my son’s first christmas/my mom’s surprise of meeting her first grandchild has been ruined 

every time i remember this app still exists you’d think it’s bc i wanna be more active on it and then i never am . but also did i go home for my birthday last month? no. but i am for sure going back home for almost 3 weeks for christmas. i now have a three month old baby. i FINALLY got my associates in nursing after 7+ years of trial and error. and now i’m gonna start school again to get my bachelors degree. oh and did i mention i have a three month old baby? he’s the cutest baby i’ve ever saw. and he looks like me more than he does my bf. 

every time i’ve told myself i was gonna start using this app again i never do lmao. but so much has changed since i last posted an update. first of all, i’m a mommy now and my son is nearly two months old on the 8th of next month. i went to myrtle over the weekend and got sad having to leave my family that i decided to move back home to massachusetts or even to new hampshire. a year ago i said i wouldn’t do that. but i’m a mom now and i wanna be closer to my family. it’s not happening right now it’ll take time. but it is happening and i can’t wait. at least i’m going home for my birthday at the end of next month for hopefully two weeks so my mom can meet my son since she couldn’t be there when i did give birth. 

prettymuch’s music trending again on tiktok kinda makes me miss that era of my life and writing imagine books about them. especially my fictional children i created for it (iykyk). i haven’t really written fanfic type stuff in a hot minute. but now i kinda want to again. but idk if it’s a for sure thing 

logging back into my account since last september bc tiktok is banned and i got nothing else to do that isn’t in my normal rotation of apps to use. i guess this means coming out of writing slump retirement. maybe 

i kinda forgot about this app tbh since i haven’t opened it since the end of may. anyways i officially have been a south carolina resident for a month and some days now and i start classes soon. also i think i’m gonna continue writing my mgk book bc i miss writing it even if i know some people won’t read it or forgot about me.