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♡ - Elloreeee just a small vent... What do you do when your bsf/father figure leaves, the person you needed most, just up and left cause of problems, cause you seemingly ignored him (if I have ignored him it was never on purpose, I don't mean to ignore anyone but you guys need to understand I can't always be texting you and stuff, sorry.) And now that he's back and saying sorry for leaving, you don't what to do- alwhat the hell do it do. Idk if I want him back, I missed him, but he hurt me a lot of times. Left me a bit in the past before (not a lot, but I forgot how many times) and from what I've been told he also lied to me about a lot of stuff which is not okay! Also my ex is talking shit about me?? Seriously?! I've tired my damn best with every relationship I've had, and I WANT the one night wlhave now! I cannot lose Aussie, I feel more feel to her more then I have then with any other of my lovers so yeah! I'm not saying I didn't make mistakes in my past relationships but I think out of anything I am not a bad partner! I loved my ex too death and I still do! She was the first lover I had that didn't feel like I was being forced into the role, sure I loved my other partners too but it felt so forced at the start and it fucked with my head on whether or not I deserved them but with flower (the ex I'm talking about), with her everything felt so right it didn't feel forced she was my world and was so nice and loving with me, so smitten. So it's sad to hear that the girl I loved most talk shit about me. And my new partner? I love her, my issues with my past relationships made me so clingly with my Aussie, I can't wait for the day she gets discord I love her... - ♡
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