SherriT514
I want to thank you for being the author that you are, your stories bring hope and excitement and a whole world of emotions that even if they are sad or angry do help. I know that sounds weird but let me explain. I’m nearly 60 and when I was in my 20’s I was diagnosed with bipolar manic depression which isn’t good, I also have anxiety so bad that sometimes I can’t leave my room much less my house and on top of that I am one of those extremely rare people who can’t self harm so no suicide attempts, no cutting, no deliberate starvation which makes it harder to get help. I just can’t do anything to physically harm myself but mental and emotional harm that I can do and have done. I used to have hair down to my buttocks until I took a pair of scissors and cut it off all the way to my scalp in places. Though not a physical harm I did mental and emotional harm to myself. I don’t remember cutting it but I did. After doing that I admitted myself and was in treatment for a month and a half. What I am thanking you for is this holiday season has been... well it’s been hell. I have had no good days and was getting deeper and deeper into depression. I might not be able to starve myself but if I’m not hungry I won’t eat at least until my husband reminds me that even if I’m not hungry I need to eat at least one small meal a day. Anyway I’m not into tv or movies and when the depression gets as bad as it has been lately I have a very hard time focusing. I had no real escape from what was going on in my head except for some of my favorite books. Changing my meds hasn’t worked nothing has worked. So I turned to my favorite books. Though it is helping to keep me from spiraling further into depression I’m hopeful that I will start getting better soon. Rumble gave me something good to look forward to. The Twist of Fate series gave me a release of some of my emotions. So from all of my heart thank you.