i like cows

I am sorry but i have been feeling like shit the past few weeks and i dont have the energy to keep writing, one of the closest friends i have ever had committed $u!c!de and i just can't do anything but feel guilty.
          i dont want to stop writing the genmui fic because i know a lot of people really like it and i know it sucks to find a fic you like only for it to be unfinished so when i feel better i will start writing again. 
          have a good day, love you all/p<3

HEY YALL I'M ALIVE!!!
          I'm really sorry i haven't updated my genmui fanfic, i fell out of my kny hyperfixation and now i'm obsessed with pmmm so i've been crying over madohomu and not genmui.

i know i haven't been on here a lot but i'll start working soon i promise :D
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
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          https://youtu.be/RrDt9a0q3P0

hi, i'm sorry for my absence.
          my elderly neighbor he fell and broke his hip and while he was doing physical therapy he fell again and hit his head, so they took him to the hospital to make sure his head was okay but they found that out that an old tumor that they thought had been gone for a while spread through his whole body and he isn't expected to get back from the hospital this time. 
          life has been so unfair to him. he has gone through so much in his life and i don't know what lies in the afterlife but i hope whatever it is, it is peaceful because he deserves it more than anyone else I know

My brother went through my computer and deleted some of the things I was using to make a video and stole my favorite hoodie.
          
          if the next time I post on here it's about going to my twin brother's funeral don't be surprised.

Y'ALL
          i'm at ANOTHER hotel because of my brother's lax games and he has MORE next weekend :-( like it's the summer i just want to sleep in and stay in my room and do my stuff, not go outside in the heat watching my brother lax team fail every game they play

Hi, I'm home.
          i had to sit through so many long lacrosse games (my brothers team lost all the games they played lol) and the drive back was like 4hrs and we got home around 10pm and i had to wake up early in the morning, and my dad snores, my mom stays up till 2am on her phone and I had to share a hotel room with them.
          but it's okay cuz my mom bought me two giant packs of ramen noodles as compensation cuz i put up with my brother (^v^)

Hello, I wont be able to update any of my stories for a while because I have to go to my brothers stupid lacrosse tournament and it's a couple states away from where I live and I have to go because my parents wont let me stay home for TWO days so they can watch my brother run around with a stick.
          And for some reason my Mother wont let me bring my computer 'cuz she thinks I'll lose it somehow. '\(-_-?)/' how?

*important*
          I am still going to post and update my stories, but recently i have opened art commissions yeah, I made a YouTube channel and a tictok account and it's a lot of stuff to do at one time so i'm sorry if i don't update for a while, i'm trying to make a posting schedule that i can actually keep '\(-_-)/' at least school is out for the summer so i don't have to worry about homework

trust me, click on this link.
          https://images2.alphacoders.com/121/thumb-1920-1210498.jpg