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i'm so tired tbh. I'm tired of being me, crying every night, smiling through the pain, acting happy, fighting, everything. It hurts me sm to the point that nobody notices because they would believe the smile on my face rather than the sadness in my eyes. I know, nobody cares abt what im saying but heck, i feel so unimportant. I just want someone who would accept and comfort me but not even my closest friends can do that. I just want to feel special like most people feel.

a friend of mine stated "No one cares."
          me to myself : i know, no need to remind me again. 
          
          :)

i'm back, and still alive.

i'm still so depressed that im at the edge of slitting my wrist again...

id rather you not call me that

u make me shy ^///^

i suffer too much from battling w/ my brain and depression. I ain't anyones sunshine anymore :)

i guess im stuck w/ this username fml :)

goddamnit wattpad being a bitch to me and not letting me change my username FXCKKK

oH HELLO