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I dont wanna be forgotten. I want to live forever. I want to cut my wrist and feel alive about it. I was to jump off a building and survive it. I was to be considered as some kind of Freak to Nature. Living life on the edge, without rules or death chasing me constantly. I want to be everywhere at once. I want to be written into books, fables, legends. Anything to be remembered. I want to feel free, like a bird. No rules, nothing stopping you from flying or chasing the sun. Nothing. The way the stupid pick me girls whisper about me in the halls is enough for me to feel remembered or even noticed. I want to be remember as a Freak to Nature. I don't want to be defined by the boundaries of a living mortal. The sweet release of death might fulfill my thirst to be freed from my barriers. maybe? who knows. Only the Greek Gods and the Mother of Nature knows. They gave up their powers to create something like me. I started living more vividly. More visions have been coming into my life more of the future. And even some that aren't even visions for my own future. I want to be freed from the confinements of being mortal, it makes me feel caged. falling. faded. unsatisfied. Its boring to be a simple Human i feel like a God or Goddesses' pawn. But at least they blessed me with a gift. Some kind of gift i cannot control, it runs wild. Just like the craving to be freed from my mortal boundaries runs free and wild. I wish to be something more than a simple pawn to a game, i wish to be a higher ranked status in the world of Greek Gods and Heroes. I crave freedom, and i crave anything that'll make me feel Godlike. i dont wish to be forgotten, but i refuse to let the world forget me.
(This is just me with a fucking god complex- but yes all this shit is true :3)
(Hannah if you see this no you dont -)