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I went to a drum circle today and it was fucking amazing! 

I don't cry because I hate crying. 
          
          For me I just keep things away fron everybody, I am very secretive, but nobody knows, nobody knows what goes on up inside my head. As of right now I am laying in bed and thinking about how fast anything can change. I hate it so much but I also cherish the things I can move onto... Life is complicated. But it can also be simple at the same time. This is stupid... Well goodnight!

Sorry for the depressing shit if you're seeing this. I didn't notify anybody because I don't want anybody to feel pity because that is the last thibg I wabt from anybody, this is just something that I have wanted to say to somebody for awhile.

People tell me I am beautiful and I dont know why, but I just think that they are just saying it. I've never really felt confident in my body. I honestly wish I was confident... But I'm not.

I could be surrounded by a crowd of people and won't be able to talk or look at anybody without feeling insecure about myself.

I can't stabd the fact that I feel like I can't open up to anybody because I never really had anybody to talk to. My friends don't even know what I have been going through... It has just gotten to the point to where it has ruined me.

Also... Do you yall know Larray? 

Ethan always leaves me quaking.

@tesfayedolan thank you! Lmao