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Imma try and make a oneshot book, any ideas? 

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Finally, four months have passed but It felt like forever. 
          
          During those months, I was stuck in a constant depressive state. I had no motivation to do just about anything, well aside from proper hygiene and cleaning of course. It's that I just suddenly lost interest in the things that I loved or even craved to do, drawing, working out, socializing and having fun or everything else. I just lost it all. And not to mention, I was stuck in my filthy habits once more, constant smoking and drinking. Looking back now, I can only describe it as utter despair and a constant feeling of ennui that always follows me even now. 
          
          Two months later, I then began to embark on my spiritual journey, began to dwelve deeper into the spiritual stuff, and a week later, finally had the courage to open the Bible. After months worth of despair, I finally felt the burden at my shoulders gone in an instant, I felt refreshed. 
          
          Currently, I still suffer from my smoking addiction, but I'm planning on limiting it to the point that I'll barely even do it anymore, quite ambitious but I know it'll work because God will make it happen in his will. 
          
          And yeah, glad to say this that I'm back to writing again, even with a broken arm lmao. 

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Update: finally stopped smoking, then instead switched to vaping which I found way more easier to manage. Sure it's not bad, but it's progress. But still, Glory to the Lord! 
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After all, God will only give you trials that you can handle. I can do this. 
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