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been so long now, i still think about you and all our silly goofy conversations we had. i still talk about you. i miss you sm wtaf its crazy how much i really miss you. even though you wont see these messages, it gives me comfort posting these on your page, i just hold on to the feeling that hey maybe cadey will see them haha cs i still havent been able to fully accept the fact that youre gone. lil life update, im graduating in a few months. about to do my gcse's in may and june. not excited at all for that wtf im gonna shit myself im terrified. it feels surreal to finally graduate. im skipping high school though, planning to move to another country and go straight to uni after graduating 10th grade, isnt that crazy. i just wish you were here rn. dirt biking reminds me of you, and the beautiful sunsets too. the beautiful thing about grieving someone so special is that you never forget them, they'll always hold a special place in your heart forever. you were my best friend for such a short amount of time, but i genuinely cherished every single moment. especially teasing rene was fun. i like how randomly we became friends, if i never stayed up reading fanfictions that night i wouldnt have scrolled across your page and told you my microwave is making weird noises bcs i put a stick of butter in there looollll. im so greatful that i did though. i love how we immediately just became so close, it was always so easy talking to you. it broke my heart after i found out you passed, i never expected it coming. i just wish i got the chance to talk to you and tell you that i love you sm. you were just such a light in my life and in everybody elses. you made everyone around you happy, im sorry we couldnt. you deserved better, you'll always hold a special place in my heart cades. forever and always. grieving someone like you was the hardest thing ever but it was so beautiful to just remember who you were. you'll always be my best friend cadey cane, love you forever angel.
