Merry Christmas, Cae! I hope you're going to have a great day. Thank you for loving me... Our relationship didn't start all that well and it ended in a bitter way, it's all my fault and none of it is yours. Despite that, we spent 10 months together. That was honestly the longest relationship I've ever had, you truly loved me and I was genuinely happy, I really loved you back. You really made my life colorful and you gave me a dream I wanted to fulfill, but I ended it all just because I couldn't let go of my past. I really love you, and I still really do. I'm sorry, that I'm too determined, everything just keeps reminding me of you these past five or more months. I must be disturbing you right now even though you've already moved on, but please give me a chance. I don't care when you'll accept me back again or when you'll respond to my messages, you're welcome to reply whenever. You're the only woman I want in my life, and you're welcome to get rid of me if I go back on my word this time. I sincerely love you, you mean the world to me, I'm sorry I've given up on this world once but I want to save it now.
