(part 2 lmao)
um i guess i should mention that I reference abuse?
There's also the issue of my parents. They're kinda super extremely homophobic and if they saw my account they'd beat the heck out of me cause they'd know that I'm not straight. There's also the problem of trying not to do anything that might annoy them, which is hard cause everything I do manages to annoy them. Especially using electronics for too long. And I guess that the more I annoy them the more they end up hitting me so... I guess that that was also a problem. To be fair though, even if I was able to, I probably still would've been too sad to update. Anyways there's probably a ton of stuff that I'm forgetting to mention but I think that was a good summary. Now that I got a laptop for school I might actually be able to use wattpad or something. I'm kinda considering working on rewriting my books cause I kinda have nothing else to do to distract me from my suicidal thoughts but idk if I'll even manage to get to it. Depends on whether the unmotivation kicks in or not.