Dear Diary. I'm so confused about us, a part of me when we started talking again sees hope, but a part of me wants to think that I'm just a friend now. Pero my heart is saying opposite things, it's desperate for her. I don't know why, but everytime I see her with others it just won't stop hurting, but it still fucking believes that I have a chance. That I need to hope, langhiya sobrang minahal ko kasi siya eh. Hayyz, I still remember the promise. That walang susuko sa relationship Nato because sigurado na tayo sa isat isa kahit bata pa tayo and kahit we can't predict the future, we'll stay and fix things even if it's hard kase this relationship will end to an marriage...