"I wonder, I wonder how it would feel to let it all out. I wonder, I wonder if that endless pain would finally stop. I wonder, I wonder if I would be able to feel.."
('how to cry' by myself) 

Heya, welcome to my page, nothing special to see here... (yet)
either way, i'm just a burnt-out author who tries to write a book, and it'll take a lot of time, but as soon as i finish it, i'll (probably) publish it here, sooo-


anyways, here some random useless infos about me:
-call me Jonah, Kajy or Kaoru
-i'm 19yo (bd: Jan 4th)
-i'm nonbinary (pronouns: preferably they/them, but he/him is also ok)
-i'm on the ace-spec, demi- and/or cupioromantic and cinthean
-i'm german, but i much prefer writing in english
-my mbti: intp, 9w1
-i'm in too many different fandoms (main ones: Gravity Falls, Saiki K, Encanto, DDLC, The Mandela Catalogue, etc etc...)
-current fav songs: 'Poison' and '1985'
-i'm basically ded
-i love cats and my friends
-i dislike people who judge/bully others for dumb reasons
-music is my life
-currently working on a book called 'Complicated Teenage Years' (CTY for short), its abt a boy who's facing a lot of difficulties throughout life and yea- also, its gay

yeah so much for the useless facts nobody cares about lol

sayonara, cowards

~Kajy