TheseThreeTrees
I was locked out of my account, hmu @TheseThreeTrees if you're still around
CallMePancakee
a_carnie
anyway i get where your coming from i started getting how to describe it not depressed just sad and drained i actually nearly killed myself on accident
a_carnie
dog is gramma1216 actually your grandma or just some werid lady
SkarlettRose28
Thank you for the follow:)
CallMePancakee
I missed this feeling
I get it now
Platonic soulmates are wonderful
CallMePancakee
k so I'm in a hotel w/ a 12 story balcony right outside my window....
Idk if I want to take a picture over the side of fall atm
CallMePancakee
Happy Birthday @Retrotech2000 !
CallMePancakee
when I say I wish I was dead you don't realize how much I wish that was true
I even know how.
I would find my favorite bridge, not sure which one yet
play my perfect playlist until I'm cold, tired, and drained
and then I jump
into the water
drowning if I don't die on impact
fading away with my music surrounding me until the last second
I don't really want to die
I just want to be at peace
solomonsshortstories
i know this feeling, this almost final exhale of wanting to jump, but you only want to feel alive, to know you aren’t invincible, that you do have a purpose, that you are real. you may feel empty and it sucks, but focus on the good times, the good things, and the good people. really focus on bettering yourself and it’ll help you grow into who you want to be.
Gramma1216
Sometimes you find peace by just letting go of the pain.CallMePancakee . Think of what you want in life, not what you have at this moment. Your future is on the horizon. Reach for it & you will eventually get there. Don't try to go it alone. Keep your support friends no matter where you are in the future & no matter how dead life feels. Keep reaching out. We can't help unless you tell us. I'm thankful you found wattpad & invited me in. I'm still learning how to use it. You opened a door for me. I hope I can open one for you even if it's just a small crack. Rejoice in yourself. You are your #1 fan. Go for it! Life is worth the trials & errors. We all make them.
CallMePancakee
day6 shoot me is a bop @UnoriginalUser69
CallMePancakee
how am I still a functioning human being at this point? I've had 5 hours of sleep over 3 nights, haven't eaten anything except water, cereal and tea for I don't even know how long, and have to do 2 essays by tomorrow. Idgaf who I sell my soul to rn to get some sleep, but will gladly do so
CallMePancakee
@yoongiisim I was wondering if you had an extra heart? Mine seems to have been stolen