CallMehZenpai
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Hello, everyone.
I know it's been a while since I last updated my stories, and I wanted to explain why.
Recently, I made one of the biggest decisions of my life—I shifted my course from Pharmacy to Hospitality Management.
To be honest, Pharmacy was never my dream. It was a path I took because I wanted to fulfill my family's expectations. Growing up in an Asian family, having a career in the medical field is often seen as something prestigious, so I tried my best to make everyone proud.
But somewhere along the way, I lost myself.
I spent a lot of time alone, isolating, reflecting on life and asking myself a simple question:
"What is the meaning of life?"
After countless nights of thinking, I finally found my answer.
The meaning of life is to be "myself".
Not the person everyone else wants me to become.
Not the life someone else planned for me.
My life. My decisions. My story to write.
I've always dreamed of working on a cruise ship. Not only am I doing my work, but I'm also traveling at the same time. Life is too short to stay in one place.
Was my family disappointed? Yes.
But for the first time in a long time, I can honestly say that I'm happy. I'm finally studying something I chose for myself, and that feeling is worth more than living someone else's dream.
I realized something important:
I am the main character of my own life, not a background character in someone else's story.
To everyone who's been waiting for updates, thank you so much for your patience.
Don't worry—I haven't abandoned writing.
I'll still continue creating stories. It might take a little time while I adjust to this new chapter of my life, but I promise I'm not giving up on my books.
Thank you for always supporting me, whether you've been here since the beginning or just recently discovered my stories.
Here's to new beginnings, chasing dreams, and writing our own stories—both on Wattpad and in real life.
With love,
♡
trouvaillxxxx
@CallMehZenpai You did the right thing, I'm proud of you! There's a different kind of pain that comes with exhausting yourself over something that doesn't spark your interest. I think that you, choosing to prioritize your wants over your parent's collective interest, is the right thing to do. I hope that you shine in your chosen field author-nim! I am rooting for u <3
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CallMehZenpai
Hello, everyone.
I know it's been a while since I last updated my stories, and I wanted to explain why.
Recently, I made one of the biggest decisions of my life—I shifted my course from Pharmacy to Hospitality Management.
To be honest, Pharmacy was never my dream. It was a path I took because I wanted to fulfill my family's expectations. Growing up in an Asian family, having a career in the medical field is often seen as something prestigious, so I tried my best to make everyone proud.
But somewhere along the way, I lost myself.
I spent a lot of time alone, isolating, reflecting on life and asking myself a simple question:
"What is the meaning of life?"
After countless nights of thinking, I finally found my answer.
The meaning of life is to be "myself".
Not the person everyone else wants me to become.
Not the life someone else planned for me.
My life. My decisions. My story to write.
I've always dreamed of working on a cruise ship. Not only am I doing my work, but I'm also traveling at the same time. Life is too short to stay in one place.
Was my family disappointed? Yes.
But for the first time in a long time, I can honestly say that I'm happy. I'm finally studying something I chose for myself, and that feeling is worth more than living someone else's dream.
I realized something important:
I am the main character of my own life, not a background character in someone else's story.
To everyone who's been waiting for updates, thank you so much for your patience.
Don't worry—I haven't abandoned writing.
I'll still continue creating stories. It might take a little time while I adjust to this new chapter of my life, but I promise I'm not giving up on my books.
Thank you for always supporting me, whether you've been here since the beginning or just recently discovered my stories.
Here's to new beginnings, chasing dreams, and writing our own stories—both on Wattpad and in real life.
With love,
♡
trouvaillxxxx
@CallMehZenpai You did the right thing, I'm proud of you! There's a different kind of pain that comes with exhausting yourself over something that doesn't spark your interest. I think that you, choosing to prioritize your wants over your parent's collective interest, is the right thing to do. I hope that you shine in your chosen field author-nim! I am rooting for u <3
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Canible
just found your work and I gotta say I LOVE IT what an amazing author (≧▽≦)
CallMehZenpai
@Canible A little late to reply, but thank you so much for your kind words! It truly means a lot to know you're enjoying my work. Welcome, and I hope you'll continue to enjoy my stories!
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qazsedc2004
Dear Author,
Let me express my happiness for how lucky I am to have found your works. I've been reading your KNY stories, and I must say that I very greatly enjoy them.
I am amazed by your way of presenting the scenes and characters. You describe them perfectly. While I'm reading your stories, it's like watching the animation conjure itself in my brain through your exceptional words, from the flashy actions to the heated touch to the crimson gore.
It's very easy for me to say that I've fallen in love with your writings. Thank you so much for sharing your amazing work with us, and I wish to see more of it in the future.
CallMehZenpai
Dear @qazsedc2004 Your message truly touched my heart. Knowing that my stories were able to create such vivid scenes and emotions for you is one of the greatest compliments I could ever receive as a writer. The way you described experiencing the story “like watching the animation conjure itself” genuinely means more to me than words can express. Every chapter is written with care, so hearing that it reached you this deeply makes all the effort worthwhile. Thank you for reading, supporting, and cherishing my work so warmly. I sincerely hope my future chapters and stories will continue to bring you excitement and emotion. With gratitude, — Author ♡
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CallMehZenpai
Hi loves
I just wanted to say sorry for taking a while to upload new chapters. Life’s been a little busy lately, and I’ve been trying to focus on my course and take better care of my health.
Fun fact about me: I’m a "pharmacy student", so things can get pretty intense sometimes—but I promise the story is still very close to my heart. Thank you so much for your patience, understanding, and continued support. It truly means more than you know.
opalicojewels
I stumbled upon your Akaza fic just now and HOLY FRICK?? Author your writing deserves to be printed in calligraphy and hung in a museum I absolutely love your descriptions of Ilya and the tension is wowwwww
CallMehZenpai
@opalicojewels Thank you so much for your kind words. I’m truly grateful you took the time to read and share this; it means more to me than I can properly express.
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Sleep___Deprived
Loved the update. Hope you’re doing good in school and happy holidays
CallMehZenpai
@Sleep___Deprived I’m grateful for your kind words. I hope your days have been gentle and warm as well. Wishing you peaceful holidays.(◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*
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CallMehZenpai
Hi! So I'll be just uploading the "Whisper of the Lily" so you can read all the info's 'carefully' before I upload the first chapter.
Again don't rush me to upload new chapters because I'm a college student.
Tnxie