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Y'all wanna take a look at my story "The chosen one" it would mean a lot to me, but if you don't want to, that's cool too:)

“I was happy to see you! This is just how I look when I smile! Smug and evil! See?” -Medic TF2 comic 

holy shit this account 

I'm sorry about the vent spam, I just want more people to feel like they are worth something 

Part 3:
          
          I believe in you even though I'm only a stranger, I believe in you and if someone has hurt you so much that you're a fucking robot now, they need to leave...not YOU..
          There's a light for everyone, I have one myself, she keeps me going, and I try my best to keep her beside me, even if my actions come off annoying at times, I'm just so fucking scared to lose her, I feel like I NEED to prove myself, just so she'll like me, and I'm scared that one day I'll try and talk to her and she'll just ignore me, she won't want anything to do with me, I'm far from my demons, I'm deep in my darkness, but EVERYDAY I take one step closer to that light, I've been on one hell of a journey, and I'm sure a bunch of you have too, but in the end it'll be worth it, I still have a long ways to go, and maybe tomorrow will be the day you reach that light, you'll never know.
          And don't listen to the voices that tell you that you're worthless, they're full of shit,
          Just keep going, you'll make it, you can do it....I believe in you..
          
          
          
          
          
          And if you're wondering if I'm okay...
          Short answer for you,
          I'm not
          But don't worry about me, you need to reach that light, don't quit, that smile keeps someone going
          
          
          

Part two:
          
           About two years ago and to this day something inside me told me I'm not worth anyone's time anymore, that no one would care if I just left, and I believed it, and I shouldn't, but I did, and sometimes I still do, but I keep going, it won't bring ANY good to quit, it might seem like a lie, another fucking lie you feed yourself, because if you don't you'll go hungry, it's not fair I know, it's not fair to give up, it's not fair to stop, it's not fair to quit, you might think it's worth it but it's not, let me tell you there is someone out there, they are waiting for you, they are waiting for their soulmate, it's not fair for them to not be able to see that priceless smile that would warm a freezing room, i know it's hard to look in a mirror every day and stare at the one thing you hate more then anything....yourself...just smile, again easier said then done, but just smile, it'll take a while, but you and your reflection will be best friends, you'll look in the mirror in the morning and look at the one thing you love more then anything...yourself...it WILL take time, it WILL be a rough ride, but that's just life, we'd have nothing to worry about if it was that easy, let me tell you it is okay to be sad, it's okay to be angry, it's OKAY to BE HUMAN
          

Part one: I wanna fucking kill myself sometimes lmao, you do shit and you get hurt, it's a part of life, sometimes, you gotta look in the mirror that tell yourself it's going to be alright, it's easier said then done that's for sure, I want to go back to a time where I was okay, okay I'm a way that I didn't have to worry if anyone would miss me if I left their lives, where I didn't have to worry about being hurt by anyone, where my heart was never broken, I'm sure someone will look at this thinking, "what fucking bullshit" or "that's easy for you to fucking say" or even "what are you talking about this is stupid" but let me tell you something, I've been dealing with things for a while, It hurts, I know, some of you have dealt with a lot of things for a while, some have dealt with things longer then others, and I'm pretty pathetic compared to people I've seen finally get their happiness, and it's coming, you will be okay, of course you won't wake up feeling better, it doesn't work like that, but it's worth it in the end, trust me.
           

So...I just tried writing something down for all of you, and my phone died right as I was finishing up, it was a long ass text too, so I'm pretty fucking frustrated now but I should have it out tomorrow 

Everyone on here is a bitch ass sexy mother fucker, and daddy loves you very much<3;) and there is only like two, maybe three people who I wish would kinda fuck off and get aids or something, you know who you are you bastard, fucking Jerry 

I hate this new update lmao, anyway, what's up you sexy mother fuckers