Melony

Haha, so I'm going through & trying to update my books, or like put a label on them if I'm going to continue them or if they're discontinued (bc I haven't updated literally anything since like 2020 or 2021, & just like dropped off the face of the earth while dealing with my anxiety & depression, which I'm sorry about)
          
          Y'all, idk what 8th or 9th grade me was on when I started writing, but g o d d a m n, someone should have taken my phone, Jesus Christ! ✋
          
          My writing was very different 4yrs ago, I don't write like that anymore, & if the writing just seems bad/has typos/bad grammar, please forgive my 14 or 15 yr old self.
          
          Some of my books I cringe so bad at or just simply wonder what I was thinking about & or thinking overall while writing some of them. Or how I came up with some of my ideas (I literally have so many books on here where I just came up with an idea, no plan or how I was going to execute the book, & I honestly have no idea where I was going with them)
          
          & I honestly got myself cracking up at the shit I wrote 4yrs ago, omg! 
          
          I'm still going through & trying to figure out what I'm doing with some of them, but I've updated a few.
          
          You can read my old books if you want, I'm not very confident with my writing in general, so I'm a little embarrassed by my writing from 4yrs ago. Honestly don't know how ppl liked my writing back then. 
          
          I do have an idea for a new book, & actually have a plan/plot/& how I want to carry out my book this time! (It's a Marvel book) I'm excited for it, & I have high hopes of writing/publishing/completing it, but we'll see how it goes.
          
          Given my track record, my rate for actually carrying out a book & not just leaving it for years on end, & completely forgetting my plot, is not very high. But I have gotten better mentally in the past 4yrs, so I'm hoping I actually live up to my expectations this time around. 

You know what's crazy? Just going back & looking at old dms on Wattpad, just like reliving those memories, or like, 'wow, I had a friend on here then!' Only to realize you guys haven't talked in years, or that, 'wow, we were such good friends!' 'we used to talk a lot!' 'we helped each other out quite a bit!' But know you're like strangers, & it feels like you never even knew each other, or like you've been forgotten about or left behind... Idk, just looking at old messages got me in my feels bro 

Does anyone else's books say 'Published Wed, Dec 31st, 1969'?

Your profile says “I’m everywhere, I’m at wall mart” so is wallmart everywhere?

Thanks for the follow ❤️

Hey, sorry I haven't been on in a while or replying to you guys. I've had a lot going on lately. My pitbull got put down last month. My spring break last week was terrible, my boyfriend dumped me, yelled at me, cussed me out & blocked me, & when we went back to school I found out he already has another girlfriend. The day he blocked me one of my girlfriends dumped me & my other girlfriend. I've been having bad mental breakdowns, went & saw a child psychologist, got diagnosed with depression & social anxiety, got put back on my antidepressants, & I have to go see a therapist again. My havanese has been really sick the last week. I'm just not in a good mental state right now. 

My coworker cut her heal on our cooler door, so i walked her back to the managers' office to file a report & get it wrapped, & as soon as we get back there, we no sooner sit down & she goes "so have you come out to your mom yet?" & i was caught off guard, & i was like "wha– who'd you hear that from?" cuz i have a coworker on snap that knows about my sexuality, & then i came out to another coworker the other day, & she goes "i knew the moment i met you." & i just laughed. We started talking & she's pansexual & asexual, & goes by she/her/they/them. & she asked about me, & i told her lesbian, asexual, & i go by she/her/they/them, oh & about how my dad had flipped when he found out i started wearing boxers, & she's like "i got a pair on right now." i don't think i've ever felt more understood in my life

HIIIII, I've seen you on different story's and I just wanted to give a suggestion. Dysphoric By frogofwisdom. It's a ftm George and quite frankly is awesome .

A lady was just masturbating in the Walmart bathroom stall next to me ○•○

I just read your bio and I already think you are very cool!!