Callmepianoaddict

HAPPY NEW YEAR- (13 days late)
          	
          	Good day, to you whoever reads this! It’s currently the year of 2025.. Memories, really. I’ve been on wattpad since 2022, and It’s almost been 3 years since. I don’t know if anyone I know is still active, but hey. If it’s just me here, that’s fine.
          	
          	There’s a girl a like… I love her. I wish to be hers. Hers forever. 
          	
          	I’m madly in love, but I cannot say so. If we ever get together, (which IS possible. IF she does like me back. She’s giving me mixed signals, but I know my heart is hers. Yes, I just recently realized I’m Bi. Yes, I was straight. I’d rather say I AM straight, but gay for her. Only her, Dangit.) I know I’m never going to come out and say that she’s my girlfriend. BUT THERE WILL BE SIGNS. I knew her since Grade 1, (she left at Grade 4) but reunited in Highschool. She’s my best friend and I am hers. I love her smile, her Touch, her voice, her eyes, her emotions. She might not be beautiful in other people’s eyes, but I love her. She can get grumpy and straightforward about her opinions, even with me… which makes her to be unappreciated in the classroom.) I might be delulu, but she is much more gentle with me.)
          	
          	I sound so hopelessly in love. But the only people I’ve ever talked about this is my cousin, (because she’s lovely and a classmate that can be trusted. Asked to reveal who by my other cousin, who is also lovely cousin’s brother.. he’s trustworthy as he kept my lovely cousin’s secret of having a gf and being lesbian.)
          	
          	What should I do? Wednesday, we have an outing arranged. JUST ME AND HER. I’m gonna blurt out, ‘This is like a date, lmao,’ and will wait for her reaction. I’m gonna give hints. I will make her notice me.
          	
          	I’m THIS  close into confessing, but I’m scared of her response. Or rather, I’m scared of rejection. I want to be in her arms forever, but ofcourse.. I’m not going to force it. If she doesn’t like me that way, I’m fine with being best friends.
          	
          	Anyway, TQ for listening to my TT. Me is 2K words lmao..

Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought I cannot express how much im touched by this.. T^T I wish I could hug you too aswell :’> sending ghost hugs <3 Your support is everything right now and the most I’ve gotten.. I don’t have other socials as i don’t engage frequently with the internet in ways, but thank you for considering it. I return the gesture and say the same. I’m here for you, too. Thank you for listening and letting me talk about my burdens. 
          	  
          	  I’ll hold you onto that. We just have to keep moving to see when it’ll be okay. Thankyou again, for the push and the warmth. Your replies already feel like hugs, hehe. :’>
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Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought Also, im so very sorry for dropping this onto you. I have no one to talk to and my heart is heavy. It’s not like I came out and I don’t think I’ll ever will.
          	  
          	  Thank you, for listening. You’re a life saver.
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Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought Then again, if something else happens.. I’ll let you know. Maybe she doesnt find expressing love easy. Maybe something had happened before I was there. Maybe I did something wrong.
          	  
          	  I’ll just trust the days. I feel like quitting. I feel like closing everyone off.
          	  
          	  But another friend had showed me that she cares. She had asked if I was okay multiple times during the day because I was being silent than usual.
          	  
          	  She’s not my best friend, but a close friend because she’s my seatmate. She’s one person I appreciated today. Part of the friend group, but she sees me the most Amongst eight of us. Atleast she cares.
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Callmepianoaddict

HAPPY NEW YEAR- (13 days late)
          
          Good day, to you whoever reads this! It’s currently the year of 2025.. Memories, really. I’ve been on wattpad since 2022, and It’s almost been 3 years since. I don’t know if anyone I know is still active, but hey. If it’s just me here, that’s fine.
          
          There’s a girl a like… I love her. I wish to be hers. Hers forever. 
          
          I’m madly in love, but I cannot say so. If we ever get together, (which IS possible. IF she does like me back. She’s giving me mixed signals, but I know my heart is hers. Yes, I just recently realized I’m Bi. Yes, I was straight. I’d rather say I AM straight, but gay for her. Only her, Dangit.) I know I’m never going to come out and say that she’s my girlfriend. BUT THERE WILL BE SIGNS. I knew her since Grade 1, (she left at Grade 4) but reunited in Highschool. She’s my best friend and I am hers. I love her smile, her Touch, her voice, her eyes, her emotions. She might not be beautiful in other people’s eyes, but I love her. She can get grumpy and straightforward about her opinions, even with me… which makes her to be unappreciated in the classroom.) I might be delulu, but she is much more gentle with me.)
          
          I sound so hopelessly in love. But the only people I’ve ever talked about this is my cousin, (because she’s lovely and a classmate that can be trusted. Asked to reveal who by my other cousin, who is also lovely cousin’s brother.. he’s trustworthy as he kept my lovely cousin’s secret of having a gf and being lesbian.)
          
          What should I do? Wednesday, we have an outing arranged. JUST ME AND HER. I’m gonna blurt out, ‘This is like a date, lmao,’ and will wait for her reaction. I’m gonna give hints. I will make her notice me.
          
          I’m THIS  close into confessing, but I’m scared of her response. Or rather, I’m scared of rejection. I want to be in her arms forever, but ofcourse.. I’m not going to force it. If she doesn’t like me that way, I’m fine with being best friends.
          
          Anyway, TQ for listening to my TT. Me is 2K words lmao..

Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought I cannot express how much im touched by this.. T^T I wish I could hug you too aswell :’> sending ghost hugs <3 Your support is everything right now and the most I’ve gotten.. I don’t have other socials as i don’t engage frequently with the internet in ways, but thank you for considering it. I return the gesture and say the same. I’m here for you, too. Thank you for listening and letting me talk about my burdens. 
            
            I’ll hold you onto that. We just have to keep moving to see when it’ll be okay. Thankyou again, for the push and the warmth. Your replies already feel like hugs, hehe. :’>
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Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought Also, im so very sorry for dropping this onto you. I have no one to talk to and my heart is heavy. It’s not like I came out and I don’t think I’ll ever will.
            
            Thank you, for listening. You’re a life saver.
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Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought Then again, if something else happens.. I’ll let you know. Maybe she doesnt find expressing love easy. Maybe something had happened before I was there. Maybe I did something wrong.
            
            I’ll just trust the days. I feel like quitting. I feel like closing everyone off.
            
            But another friend had showed me that she cares. She had asked if I was okay multiple times during the day because I was being silent than usual.
            
            She’s not my best friend, but a close friend because she’s my seatmate. She’s one person I appreciated today. Part of the friend group, but she sees me the most Amongst eight of us. Atleast she cares.
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Callmepianoaddict

AM BACK FROM THE TRENCHES MY DEARSSS
          
          HAHHAHAH MY BDAY TOMORROW QND I JUST REALIZED
          
          ITS BEEN MOTNHS
          
          HOW ARE YAALLLLL

Callmepianoaddict

@Just_Lolli Oh dear.. how are you feeling as of now? I apologize for being late on replying. TvT
            
            Life’s been doing alr. Good days here, bad days there — but it’s usually meh days X’3
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Just_Lolli

@Callmepianoaddict that's great that you enjoyed your special day!
            
            Life's eh, cried for 2 consecutive night because a boy I like claims to have a gf, but pretty eh overall
            
            Hbu?
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Callmepianoaddict

@Just_Lolli YOOOO HELLOOO
            
            I certainly enjoyed my birthday Hehe :3
            
            And I’m doing good aswell! 
            
            How’s life? Anything happened while I was gone? :’)
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AussieComesBack

Congrats, you're the first person i ever followed!

AussieComesBack

@Aiden5961 Im not kidding!
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Aiden5961

@AussieComesBack Wait... You've Gotta Be Bullshitting Me
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Callmepianoaddict

@AussieComesBack :0
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Callmepianoaddict

Hello is me again,
          love yaaaallll HAHSHSHSHSH

Callmepianoaddict

UwU
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fourthwll_1

@Callmepianoaddict understandable
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Callmepianoaddict

I think I’m high rn
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Callmepianoaddict

IT’S MAH BIRTHDAY
          MAH BIRTHDAY
          HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE
          YYAAYYAYAYAAYAYYAY

Callmepianoaddict

@choishiz-yulda-som THANKU
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choishiz-yulda-som

OHMYFUDGINGGOD HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
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Callmepianoaddict

@obsessed1with1ch it’s okay!! Thankyou ^^ <33
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AussieComesBack

Every night, someone thinks about you before
          
          they go to sleep
          
          At least fifteen people in this world love you
          
          The only reason someone would ever hate is
          
          because they want to be just like you
          
          There are at least two people in this world that would ure for you
          
          You mean the world to someone
          
          Someone that you don't even know exists
          
          loves you
          
          When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it
          
          When you think the world has turned his back
          
          on you, take a look
          
          Always remember the compliments you've received
          
          Forget the rude remarks
          
          So if you are a loving friend send this to 15 people including the person that sent it to you aka me
          
          Tonight at midnight your true live will realize
          
          they like you
          
          Something good will happen to you between morning and 4pm tomorrow
          
          It could be anywhere
          
          Get ready for the biggest shock in your life
          
          If you break the chain you will be cursed with relationship problems for the next years (I
          
          hope not lol)
          
          Send this to fifteen people in 15 minutes
          
          Make someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out remember that you are loved
          
          FRIENDS
          
          Respect you Involve you
          
          Fight for you Encourage you Need you.

Callmepianoaddict

@AussieComesBack 
            I didn't see this..
            but thankyou.. this made me smile :'D
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