Callmepianoaddict

HAPPY NEW YEAR- (13 days late)
          	
          	Good day, to you whoever reads this! It’s currently the year of 2025.. Memories, really. I’ve been on wattpad since 2022, and It’s almost been 3 years since. I don’t know if anyone I know is still active, but hey. If it’s just me here, that’s fine.
          	
          	There’s a girl a like… I love her. I wish to be hers. Hers forever. 
          	
          	I’m madly in love, but I cannot say so. If we ever get together, (which IS possible. IF she does like me back. She’s giving me mixed signals, but I know my heart is hers. Yes, I just recently realized I’m Bi. Yes, I was straight. I’d rather say I AM straight, but gay for her. Only her, Dangit.) I know I’m never going to come out and say that she’s my girlfriend. BUT THERE WILL BE SIGNS. I knew her since Grade 1, (she left at Grade 4) but reunited in Highschool. She’s my best friend and I am hers. I love her smile, her Touch, her voice, her eyes, her emotions. She might not be beautiful in other people’s eyes, but I love her. She can get grumpy and straightforward about her opinions, even with me… which makes her to be unappreciated in the classroom.) I might be delulu, but she is much more gentle with me.)
          	
          	I sound so hopelessly in love. But the only people I’ve ever talked about this is my cousin, (because she’s lovely and a classmate that can be trusted. Asked to reveal who by my other cousin, who is also lovely cousin’s brother.. he’s trustworthy as he kept my lovely cousin’s secret of having a gf and being lesbian.)
          	
          	What should I do? Wednesday, we have an outing arranged. JUST ME AND HER. I’m gonna blurt out, ‘This is like a date, lmao,’ and will wait for her reaction. I’m gonna give hints. I will make her notice me.
          	
          	I’m THIS  close into confessing, but I’m scared of her response. Or rather, I’m scared of rejection. I want to be in her arms forever, but ofcourse.. I’m not going to force it. If she doesn’t like me that way, I’m fine with being best friends.
          	
          	Anyway, TQ for listening to my TT. Me is 2K words lmao..

ashdrought

@Callmepianoaddict
          	  Yeah, I wish you good luck, my friend. And tell me how it went when the outing happened
          	  
          	  (I might not know this feeling of being in love (am I aro-?) but I still try to help somehow ^^)
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Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought OH HEY- THANKYOU LMAO 
          	  
          	  I can’t
          	  
          	  We haven’t gone to the outing ‘cause she hasn’t been feeling well, but it’s fine — I told her that I understand and we’d go whenever she’s feeling well enough to go. She’s my very best friend and I cherish her, so if anything happens I’ll stay by her side.
          	  
          	  I haven’t confessed but I asked if she was gay and she said she was but.. like it’s confusing. Maybe she’s bi also? I’m not sure. HELP IM OVERTHINKING IT- WHAT IF SHE LIKES ME TOO?! LIKE I HOPE SO BUT MY HEART IS BEATING SO FAST- and so I blurted out I’m gay too.
          	  
          	  AND I THINK I’VE GIVEN HER ENOUGH THINGS THAT I DID THAT COULD POSSIBLY INTERPRETED AS I LIKE HER OR MAYBE JUST FRIENDS THING— IF SHE CONNECTS THE DOTS, (which is, by the way, her specialty. She has a quick brain, unlike me.) THEN SHE CAN CONCLUDE THAT I LIKE HER.
          	  
          	  Like my actions haven’t been platonic, so it’s reasonable for someone to assume I like them. I’ve gone through wind and galaxies for her so please-
          	  
          	  My love language is acts of service, words of affirmation, and physical touch, but only few I would actually do so for. She’s someone I’ve gone through for a lot. I’ve never went for someone this much. Safe to say I’m happy with her. I’ve told her lots of things aswell like, ‘I’m happy with being in your presence.’
          	  
          	  Which went off like, “I know this is sentimental, but your presence makes me happy.”
          	  
          	  ARGH IM RANTING CUZ SHE COULDNT GO TO SHOOL TODAY BECAUSE OF HER SORE THROAT. Wish me luck.
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ashdrought

@Callmepianoaddict 
          	  It's understandable you're afraid. But you can do it. You got this
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Callmepianoaddict

HAPPY NEW YEAR- (13 days late)
          
          Good day, to you whoever reads this! It’s currently the year of 2025.. Memories, really. I’ve been on wattpad since 2022, and It’s almost been 3 years since. I don’t know if anyone I know is still active, but hey. If it’s just me here, that’s fine.
          
          There’s a girl a like… I love her. I wish to be hers. Hers forever. 
          
          I’m madly in love, but I cannot say so. If we ever get together, (which IS possible. IF she does like me back. She’s giving me mixed signals, but I know my heart is hers. Yes, I just recently realized I’m Bi. Yes, I was straight. I’d rather say I AM straight, but gay for her. Only her, Dangit.) I know I’m never going to come out and say that she’s my girlfriend. BUT THERE WILL BE SIGNS. I knew her since Grade 1, (she left at Grade 4) but reunited in Highschool. She’s my best friend and I am hers. I love her smile, her Touch, her voice, her eyes, her emotions. She might not be beautiful in other people’s eyes, but I love her. She can get grumpy and straightforward about her opinions, even with me… which makes her to be unappreciated in the classroom.) I might be delulu, but she is much more gentle with me.)
          
          I sound so hopelessly in love. But the only people I’ve ever talked about this is my cousin, (because she’s lovely and a classmate that can be trusted. Asked to reveal who by my other cousin, who is also lovely cousin’s brother.. he’s trustworthy as he kept my lovely cousin’s secret of having a gf and being lesbian.)
          
          What should I do? Wednesday, we have an outing arranged. JUST ME AND HER. I’m gonna blurt out, ‘This is like a date, lmao,’ and will wait for her reaction. I’m gonna give hints. I will make her notice me.
          
          I’m THIS  close into confessing, but I’m scared of her response. Or rather, I’m scared of rejection. I want to be in her arms forever, but ofcourse.. I’m not going to force it. If she doesn’t like me that way, I’m fine with being best friends.
          
          Anyway, TQ for listening to my TT. Me is 2K words lmao..

ashdrought

@Callmepianoaddict
            Yeah, I wish you good luck, my friend. And tell me how it went when the outing happened
            
            (I might not know this feeling of being in love (am I aro-?) but I still try to help somehow ^^)
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Callmepianoaddict

@ashdrought OH HEY- THANKYOU LMAO 
            
            I can’t
            
            We haven’t gone to the outing ‘cause she hasn’t been feeling well, but it’s fine — I told her that I understand and we’d go whenever she’s feeling well enough to go. She’s my very best friend and I cherish her, so if anything happens I’ll stay by her side.
            
            I haven’t confessed but I asked if she was gay and she said she was but.. like it’s confusing. Maybe she’s bi also? I’m not sure. HELP IM OVERTHINKING IT- WHAT IF SHE LIKES ME TOO?! LIKE I HOPE SO BUT MY HEART IS BEATING SO FAST- and so I blurted out I’m gay too.
            
            AND I THINK I’VE GIVEN HER ENOUGH THINGS THAT I DID THAT COULD POSSIBLY INTERPRETED AS I LIKE HER OR MAYBE JUST FRIENDS THING— IF SHE CONNECTS THE DOTS, (which is, by the way, her specialty. She has a quick brain, unlike me.) THEN SHE CAN CONCLUDE THAT I LIKE HER.
            
            Like my actions haven’t been platonic, so it’s reasonable for someone to assume I like them. I’ve gone through wind and galaxies for her so please-
            
            My love language is acts of service, words of affirmation, and physical touch, but only few I would actually do so for. She’s someone I’ve gone through for a lot. I’ve never went for someone this much. Safe to say I’m happy with her. I’ve told her lots of things aswell like, ‘I’m happy with being in your presence.’
            
            Which went off like, “I know this is sentimental, but your presence makes me happy.”
            
            ARGH IM RANTING CUZ SHE COULDNT GO TO SHOOL TODAY BECAUSE OF HER SORE THROAT. Wish me luck.
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ashdrought

@Callmepianoaddict 
            It's understandable you're afraid. But you can do it. You got this
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Callmepianoaddict

AM BACK FROM THE TRENCHES MY DEARSSS
          
          HAHHAHAH MY BDAY TOMORROW QND I JUST REALIZED
          
          ITS BEEN MOTNHS
          
          HOW ARE YAALLLLL

Callmepianoaddict

@Just_Lolli Oh dear.. how are you feeling as of now? I apologize for being late on replying. TvT
            
            Life’s been doing alr. Good days here, bad days there — but it’s usually meh days X’3
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Just_Lolli

@Callmepianoaddict that's great that you enjoyed your special day!
            
            Life's eh, cried for 2 consecutive night because a boy I like claims to have a gf, but pretty eh overall
            
            Hbu?
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Callmepianoaddict

@Just_Lolli YOOOO HELLOOO
            
            I certainly enjoyed my birthday Hehe :3
            
            And I’m doing good aswell! 
            
            How’s life? Anything happened while I was gone? :’)
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AussieComesBack

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@AussieComesBack Wait... You've Gotta Be Bullshitting Me
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Callmepianoaddict

@AussieComesBack :0
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Callmepianoaddict

Hello is me again,
          love yaaaallll HAHSHSHSHSH

Callmepianoaddict

UwU
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@Callmepianoaddict understandable
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Callmepianoaddict

I think I’m high rn
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Callmepianoaddict

IT’S MAH BIRTHDAY
          MAH BIRTHDAY
          HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE
          YYAAYYAYAYAAYAYYAY

Callmepianoaddict

@choishiz-yulda-som THANKU
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OHMYFUDGINGGOD HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
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Callmepianoaddict

@obsessed1with1ch it’s okay!! Thankyou ^^ <33
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