small vent cuz I need this off myself: I can't handle anything anymore. I used to be the smartest in everything, my intelligence was the ONLY thing I had. Now, it's gone. The only thing I thought no one could take away from me is gone. The only thing that made my parents proud. I went from getting bonus points to barely passing. Little me wanted to be something great, and now? if I don't kms before I'll be just artillery meat, nothing more. My name will be forgotten as soon as I'm in a grave, if I even get the courtesy of one.
