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It's always "it's okay to vent, someone will listen" but no one really does. If I do and they actually listen, I just pull a trigger and they're distant for the rest of the week. When I tell them about my thoughts, it's always "Ahh dw, it'll pass". When I tell them about me 'playing the guitar' (sh), it's always "Oh, alright? And?"...
And then everyone asks me why I'm such a distant and not-trusting person.
My gf always says something about her friends and it makes me realize that my "friend group" in my class wouldn't do shit if something happened to me. (My gf's friends always say hi to me through my gf and that's honestly sweet...)
Yeahh anyways, how are y'all? If anyone's really reading this ;w;