Tea

I love how half of the people (I follow)'s school just ended and I'm gonna be suffering in it for another month

It's always "it's okay to vent, someone will listen" but no one really does. If I do and they actually listen, I just pull a trigger and they're distant for the rest of the week. When I tell them about my thoughts, it's always "Ahh dw, it'll pass". When I tell them about me 'playing the guitar' (sh), it's always "Oh, alright? And?"... 
          
          And then everyone asks me why I'm such a distant and not-trusting person. 
          
          My gf always says something about her friends and it makes me realize that my "friend group" in my class wouldn't do shit if something happened to me. (My gf's friends always say hi to me through my gf and that's honestly sweet...)
          
          Yeahh anyways, how are y'all? If anyone's really reading this ;w;

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BRO TODAY I WALKED INTO CLASS AND THERE WERE 7 PEOPLE OUT OF 28 :SOB: WE WERE JOINED WITH ANOTHER CLASS AND HAD HISTORY TWICE... HELP-

As someone who had a DSMP phase back in quarantine... What the fuck... I mean, yeah, Minecraft YouTuber shit and stuff- I'm glad that I met some people from this community and I'm still in contact with some but... WILBUR, GEORGE, PUNZ AND QUACKITY??

Sometimes (always) I don't realize that I'm already 15... :sob:

I'm getting tired.
          
          It doesn't matter how much naps I take or how long I rest from my hobbies and school, I'm just tired. I can't do this anymore.

Okay- IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY HELP-
          
          It didn't feel like it and yes, cried ofc- :sparkles:

3 days left... My birthday is on Tuesday. I don't want to. I have to share my birthday with my dad and he gets more attention than me. Well, I get no attention actually. I hate it.

10 days left...