I have posted the new fanfic I am working on. While I am still dealing with the issues I mentioned in an earlier post, I have found ways to help and I am getting by. I enjoy writing so I am glad I have found the inspiration to write once again, and I hope you enjoy the book. It's called Emerald - A Steven Universe Fanfic.

I honestly don't know what to write here. I think I have severe death anxiety, and I wish I didn't. Writing and reading used to make me happy, but now whenever I do it my mind is still enough for the thoughts to come in and mess everything up. I want to cry but I can't, I want to laugh but I can't, I don't even know if what I'm doing is what I actually want to do or if it's my anxiety driving me to create a legacy. I don't know what to do, and sometimes I just feel overwhelmed by everything. If anyone sees this, please help me... I honestly don't know what to do to get rid of these thoughts, I just want them to end... I'm not going to end it, I'm not suicidal, I just want to live without these thoughts causing me dread. If you can find anything to help me, any techniques or therapy, I'd love it. I'm honestly scared to even put this out there, but I can't continue living with this deep dread every time I'm alone with my thoughts.

I recently got inspiration for a new story!
          
          I haven't written anything because I don't have much inspiration, and often I procrastinate, but I do occasionally come on here to read. But recently I was looking up pictures online and found one that inspired me, so I will be sharing that with you all today. It will take time, but with how strong my inspiration and passion is, I think I might be able to continue and maybe even finish this book.
          
          It will be titled 'Black and White' and it will be about a Gravity Fall's AU. This one merges bendy into the series. So far the beginning will be a little slow and will be pretty much the same as the original episodes with a few minor tweeks, but once I get into it there will be big changes and twists. I hope you all enjoy reading it as much as I am excited for making it. I will be posting the first chapter not long from now, I am a little over halfway done with it and just need to make the cover art and the chapter art for it.

I tried following all the people I was following before getting my new account, but a few won't let me follow them. It let's me read their stories, so I am not blocked, but I can't follow them. Any ideas on why this is and how to fix it? It isn't the end of the world, I just wanted to follow everyone I was following before and continue supporting their stories.

@CalmTea4473 tbh I haven’t written anything in a while but I’ve kept up with a few stories, I’m currently trying to get back into writing but idk I can’t find the power to really do anything except exist, but 8 can see you’ve been writing! Hope we both get more readers XD

@LazyCat158 hbu? I'm sorry, I don't know what that means XD. But if alright, I kind of went on a half year hiatus too. I don't read as much as I used to, but when I find something I like then I try to read more. Nice seeing your still creating though.

Hewo!