Calmidynefern

I'm the exact same size as the scented pine trees that you put in cars and I'm mad about it

-dxmxn-

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
          I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted
          And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
          Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
          When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
          Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie?
          If what we had was real how could you be fine?
          Cause I'm not fine at all
          I remember the day you told me you were leaving
          I remember the makeup running down your face
          And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
          Like every single wish we ever made
          I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
          And forget about the stupid little things
          Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
          And the memories I never can escape
          Cause I'm not fine at all
          The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
          I'll admit I like to see them I'll admit I feel alone
          And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
          It hurts to know you're happy yeah it hurts that you've moved on
          It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
          It's like we never happened was it just a lie?
          If what we had was real how could you be fine?
          Cause I'm not fine at all
          I remember the day you told me you were leaving
          I remember the makeup running down your face
          And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
          Like every single wish we ever made
          I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
          And forget about the stupid little things
          Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
          And the memories I never can escape
          If today I woke up with you right beside me
          Like all of this was just some twisted dream
          I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
          And you'd never slip away
          And you'd never hear me say
          I remember the day you told me you were leaving
          I remember the make-up running down your face
          And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Calmidynefern

@-dxmxn- English love affair 
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-dxmxn-

          Empty Wallets
          Song by 5 Seconds of Summer
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          Stop digging in your heart 'cause tonight is on me
          Tonight is on me
          Stop trying so hard of what you said to me
          What you said to me
          Get too high when I'm high
          So we see eye-to-eye, whoa, oh
          Think the higher with the low
          And away and away we go
          Living our lives
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you
          Until we die
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you
          We got the whole night, 
          won't you spend it with me?
          Live it with me?
          We got our lives, 
          but living ain't cheap
          Living ain't cheap
          Get too high when I'm high
          So we see eye-to-eye, whoa, oh
          Think the high out with the low
          And away and away we go
          Living our lives
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you
          Until we die
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you
          Sugar caught a break
          The fluid ain't to blame
          For the sugar causing pain
          We're living our lives
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you
          I always believed in second chances
          I always believed in you
          I always believed in second chances
          I always believed in you
          Living our lives
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you
          Until we die
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you
          Sugar caught a break
          The fluid ain't to blame
          For the sugar causing pain
          We're living our lives
          Dancing on empty wallets
          Spend it all on you
          Spend it all on you

Calmidynefern

@-dxmxn- nahhhh you're cool.
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Calmidynefern

@-dxmxn- mr.Krabs stole the wallet. Argharghargh
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-dxmxn-

should i stop? i feel like i'm getting annoying lmaoo
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-dxmxn-

Cut me open, take my heart
          So we'll never be apart
          Don't you let it go to waste
          
          Such a sentimental love
          In a cynical world
          My feelings get the best of me
          I messed it up before
          So I'm almost pretty sure
          My karma got the best of me
          
          Bad at letting go
          Won't you let me down easy?
          I can't let you go, so
          
          When you walk away
          Cut me open, take my heart
          So we'll never be apart
          Don't you let it go to waste
          When you walk away
          I can feel it in my bones
          You don't love me anymore
          Make it worth all of the pain
          When you walk away
          
          I've been dreaming like a fool
          In a nightmare of a world
          It's bringing out the worst in me
          Shook me to the core
          My optimism floored
          My karma got the worst of me
          
          Bad at letting go
          Won't you let me down easy?
          I can't let you go, so
          
          When you walk away
          Cut me open, take my heart
          So we'll never be apart
          Don't you let it go to waste
          When you walk away
          I can feel it in my bones
          You don't love me anymore
          Make it worth all of the pain
          When you walk away
          
          I'm so bad at letting go
          How do you make it look so easy?
          I'm so bad at letting go
          How do you make it look so easy?
          
          Cut me open, take my heart
          So we'll never be apart
          Don't you let it go to waste
          When you walk away
          I can feel it in my bones
          You don't love me anymore
          Make it worth all of the pain
          When you walk away
          
          I'm so bad at letting go
          How do you make it look so easy?
          When you walk away
          I'm so bad at letting go
          How do you make it look so easy?
          When you walk away
          

Calmidynefern

@-dxmxn- SKSKSKSKSSKSKSKS YES. I . DIEDDD
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-dxmxn-

I thought we had a place, just our place, our home place, my headspace
          Was you and I always, but that phase has been phased in our place
          I see it on your face, a small trace, a place laid, we been erased
          But if we're way too faded to drive, you can stay one more night
          We said we'd both loved higher than we knew we could go
          But still the hardest part is knowing when to let go
          You wanted to go higher, higher, higher
          We burned too bright, now the fire's gone, watch it all fall down, Babylon
          Babylon
          We burned too bright, now the fire's gone, watch it all fall down
          We're tired of the view, your short fuse, my half choose are not amused
          I wish we had a clue to start new, a white moon, no residue
          The color of our mood is so rude, a cold June, we're not immunine
          But if we're way too faded to fight, you can stay one more night
          We said we'd both loved higher than we knew we could go
          But still the hardest part is knowing when to let go
          You wanted to go higher, higher, higher
          We burned too bright, now the fire's gone, watch it all fall down, Babylon
          Babylon
          We burned too bright, now the fire's gone, watch it all fall down
          We said we'd both loved higher than we knew we could go
          But still the hardest part is knowing when to let go
          You wanted to go higher, higher, higher
          We burned too bright, now the fire's gone, watch it all fall down
          We said we'd both loved higher than we knew we could go
          But still the hardest part is knowing when to let go
          You wanted to go higher, higher, higher
          Burn too bright, now the fire's gone, watch it all fall down, Babylon
          Babylon
          We burned too bright, now the fire's gone, watch it all fall down

-dxmxn-

"What? What's that?"
          
          Another day,
          Of painted walls and football on the TV
          No one sees me
          I fade away,
          Lost inside a memory of someone's life
          It wasn't mine
          
          I was already missing before the night I left
          Just me and my shadow and all of my regrets
          Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
          Who am I? Who am I?
          Invisible
          
          Wasted days,
          Dreaming of the times I know I can't get back
          Seems I just lost track
          Looking on
          As all of life's colours seem to fade to grey
          I just walked away
          
          I was already missing before the night I left
          Just me and your shadow and all of my regrets
          Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
          Who am I? Who am I?
          Invisible
          
          Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
          Who am I? Who am I?
          Invisible
          Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
          Who am I? Who am I?
          Invisible
          
          Another day,
          The walls are built to keep me safe
          I can't escape,
          It's too late