@H-QUEE you got everything on point! I'm mainly upset about the fact that they're not putting efforts to keep our friendship as much as I am. The only time I ever get to talk to them is during school breaks, and I try to talk about our daily lives but the timing just doesn't work out for either of us. They're busy every time.
Only a few weeks before summer vacations, I stopped going to them during breaks and well, not one of them approached me by my class. Then I stopped all together, i rarely saw them during school hours, even accidentally.
The fact this is the second time it's happening due to (I was a teen who was feeling insecure), only this time they didn't approach. We were really close when we were younger and in the same class, so when we first fought (i abruptly ignored them in school, if you'll call that fight lol) they asked what was wrong and i burst out crying and explained it to them.
I didn't go today. Maybe, hopefully, I will find courage to go tomorrow to them in school lunch break. If they ask anything about the issue, I'll probably say it on their faces.
Anywayssss, thank you so much for taking time and responding to me with your thoughts, really meant a lot to me T-T♡