Important update, pls read thx :)
So I haven't been updating anything recently, I know I promised another story. The problem is, I have a couple of good ideas and I've already worked on them a bit but I always bump into writer's block and then don't touch my documents for ages. I can pretty much only write at nighttime when everything's quiet but then I'm tired and unmotivated but still full of ideas and it frustrates me a lot that I can't put those ideas into words.
I'm leaving the country very soon to do a 3-month internship in London and I'm just stressed out at this point.
On top of that my anxiety has greatly flared up from time to time and there are nights in which I can't find any rest because my mind is spinning in endless circles and is literally driving me crazy. A few weeks ago I had a night that was so bad that I ended up hurting myself again cause it was the only way to shut my thoughts up.
Long story short, I've been a mess lately. Writing used to really be something I could just dive into to help me relieve tension but I just can't find the patience and motivation anymore. I still work on a couple of stories from time to time but I'm not getting anything done. There are just so many things happening in my life that irritate me.
I promise that I'll be back on track at some point, just not anytime soon. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a walking mess all the time, I'm mostly really content, it's just the nights that really get to me and pull me down. So I apologize for being away for so long but I'm really trying my best to get myself to finish some writing already. Hope y'all can understand me. I hope to see you soon :)