Camilleview

Just logged in to here and I’m deactivating my account (it says it will take 48 hours to actually go into place. I’m taking community college classes this summer I took a little break because of Covid and everything making school more difficult. I’m thinking my major will be something biology/medical related not sure yet and then transferring to UCLA or USC after 2 ish years. My 21st birthday is coming up soon in about 2 months (April 26th) and I can’t wait as a late present I'm going to try to go a music festival at the end of May and then see Halsey for sure for the 1st time ever at the end of June!! My mental health is honestly a mess my ocd is super bad, I think I might also be bipolar because I have so many symptoms…I can’t focus on anything for the life of me and my depression/anxiety has worsened so much because of the pandemic :( I feel I'm going insane sitting around I just want to travel somewhere and actually do something there’s only so many times you can do the same 3 things with your friends or family in your city. I still don’t have a Job but I’ve applied at Starbucks and Dairy Queen so I get the job there soon so I start saving up money to move out, buy some stuff-and pay for the nearly $300 tickets to see Halsey in Dallas :)

Camilleview

Oh and if you want you can follow me on:
          	  Insta: camillee.vieww
          	  Twitter: Camille_Ghostie 
          	  **there both on private but I’ll accept your request if you don’t seem weird or if I don’t know you from my highschool for safety reasons and for reasons that the people I went to highschool with are childish and I don’t want them finding my stuff so I accept your request it means I trust you enough so please don’t break it I’m trying to prevent drama and stress for myself.
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Camilleview

**you can only do the same 3 things like going to the mall, restaurants, or arcade/bowling with your friends or family before being so bored
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Camilleview

Just logged in to here and I’m deactivating my account (it says it will take 48 hours to actually go into place. I’m taking community college classes this summer I took a little break because of Covid and everything making school more difficult. I’m thinking my major will be something biology/medical related not sure yet and then transferring to UCLA or USC after 2 ish years. My 21st birthday is coming up soon in about 2 months (April 26th) and I can’t wait as a late present I'm going to try to go a music festival at the end of May and then see Halsey for sure for the 1st time ever at the end of June!! My mental health is honestly a mess my ocd is super bad, I think I might also be bipolar because I have so many symptoms…I can’t focus on anything for the life of me and my depression/anxiety has worsened so much because of the pandemic :( I feel I'm going insane sitting around I just want to travel somewhere and actually do something there’s only so many times you can do the same 3 things with your friends or family in your city. I still don’t have a Job but I’ve applied at Starbucks and Dairy Queen so I get the job there soon so I start saving up money to move out, buy some stuff-and pay for the nearly $300 tickets to see Halsey in Dallas :)

Camilleview

Oh and if you want you can follow me on:
            Insta: camillee.vieww
            Twitter: Camille_Ghostie 
            **there both on private but I’ll accept your request if you don’t seem weird or if I don’t know you from my highschool for safety reasons and for reasons that the people I went to highschool with are childish and I don’t want them finding my stuff so I accept your request it means I trust you enough so please don’t break it I’m trying to prevent drama and stress for myself.
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Camilleview

**you can only do the same 3 things like going to the mall, restaurants, or arcade/bowling with your friends or family before being so bored
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Camilleview

I was just breathing and Joey Sasso from the circle which is a Netflix show I like viewed my Instagram story for no reason like I didn't even tag him..then he replies to me freaking over him viewing my story and now we're kinda having a conversation things are weird broo..life be something..I don't know why I only be having luck online and not in person but it really made my whole week and it completely changed my mood loll,I know it might not seem like a big deal but it made me so happy!!  Yes I Know this has nothing to do with writing but I wanted to post a good update cuz I normally don't and just try to be more positive ya know

Camilleview

I've decided that I'll still update on hear and maybe write some original stories on here too since I do enjoy writing still. I'm not entirely sure when I will but I definitely am planning on updating again,maybe in summer I'll have more  time. I'm planning on going to community college first in the fall or spring, depending on when I graduate highschool..then switching to UT which is a really good college in state...but in general so hopefully I can get in!!
          
          I'm not entirely sure what I want to major in yet but I'm deciding on photography,music interviewing, modeling and marine biology is what I enjoy/interested in so it's going to be one of those. I don't think I'm going to be as busy when I'm in at least at community. I don't want to sign up for too many and overwork myself too much. So I'm going to hopefully have more time to write later this year and try to update as much as I have time for:)) 
          
          
          ~ignore this part below whoever is reading this is simply a reminder and my goals
          -get job
          -need to get license still!!
          -graduate highschool
          -apply+start community college
          -buy a camera 
          -buy yourself a new computer~hopefully a macbook for college and photography things
          -get a car
          -workout more~ sign up for dance lessons~
          - selling photo prints and get at least one photo pass/shoot for a concert or festival

-LOSTNFOUND

Good luck on making it to UT. Do it for the both of us. I wanted to go to UT real bad lol. It’s always good to pace yourself, but I’m sure you’ll do fine lol. Good luck on achieving everything on your list!
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