It's true, I have not been the best friend to you at all. And it's not okay that I kept forgetting responses or to check on you. If you feel it's better to no longer message me I am perfectly fine with that, but I swear to you I am not lying. I care so deeply for you and I appreciate the love you have given me so so very much. I apologize for everything, but I promise to you and I swear on everything I am that I do not lie to you when I tell you that you mean so much to me. However much you may believe it, it's the truth, and I really do hope you always remember that. I love you so much, you are a true friend and I would give you the word if I could, and my actions have not mirrored that. I am sorry for the strife I've caused you in these ways, and I do wish you the very best in the time going onwards. Please my dear, take care of yourself as best you can. And I will always wait here if you need me. This time I won't back away and forget, if you'll have me.
I love you forever, you are wonderful and I will miss you. I'll see you around my dear
