Camphalfblood4evr

Oh my gods yall 1K followers!!??? I’ve been on here since 2012. Y’all r the best :) my heart feels whole. My middle school self is flipping out inside if she could see what this app and community would become all these years later. Thanks y’all. I promise to return soon and THATS A PROMISE I PLAN TO KEEP (I’m like in my 3rd year of college and have no plan for my life so a lot of my college experience has been poor mental health and too much stress so I haven’t been on even tho I’ve been promising and I’m sorry.) but I will so better. Thank again to my lovely followers y’all warm my heart. This is what I needed going into next semester.

Camphalfblood4evr

Oh my gods yall 1K followers!!??? I’ve been on here since 2012. Y’all r the best :) my heart feels whole. My middle school self is flipping out inside if she could see what this app and community would become all these years later. Thanks y’all. I promise to return soon and THATS A PROMISE I PLAN TO KEEP (I’m like in my 3rd year of college and have no plan for my life so a lot of my college experience has been poor mental health and too much stress so I haven’t been on even tho I’ve been promising and I’m sorry.) but I will so better. Thank again to my lovely followers y’all warm my heart. This is what I needed going into next semester.

Camphalfblood4evr

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           *I KNOW MANY PEEPS SKIP THESE BUT IMPORTANT INFO TO FOLLOW* 
          
          So apparently people still read my old work from when I was younger (started writing in middle school and am now going into Junior year of college) and want some updates soooo I’m thinking about going back to some of them and picking up where I left off. I hope yous stick with me bc they might not be so good bc I’m very out of practice but I will do my best! Thanks for staying w me all these years. Means the WORLD to me. Wattpad was here when I had no one close going through middle school and stuck by me through the BS of high school so it’s only fitting that it helps take away the stress of college. Soooo prepare for some updates and lmk how I’m doing. Idk when things will be updated but I won’t make y’all wait much longer since you’ve been so patient w my inactivity for a while. 
          
          Thanks for the Love y’all. I hope you feel it back. 
          *hugs everyone w their permission* 
          ~Carmen

Camphalfblood4evr

Just newly posted something that I have been struggling with for a long time and it feels so good to finally let it out somewhere in a safe space that can’t be taken away from me. 
          
          It’s called “Why I Didn’t Report” give it a read. Very important message at the bottom for everyone.  It’s a very open story. Not a lot of punctuation told from first person just my thoughts flowing onto the page.

Camphalfblood4evr

hey all, Im sorry I haven't been active in like a whole year it seems. I started my freshman year of college today so I've been very busy with school and work for the past year. but I'm so glad y'all have stuck around and have enjoyed my books.
           I look back on everything I have been writing since I was in 7th grade and just think to myself, I really cared about what other people thought of me, I wrote to the audience and not to myself. I look back now and just can't even imagine caring if I spelt something wrong, got a fact wrong if if people just straight up hated my book, because I realize now they have the option to just close it and pick another book to read and it doesn't bother me anymore. i shouldn't be letting other people tear me down constantly through comments that people I assume don't think I will actually see or read. but those are what drove me off here for so long. and I can't believe that I stopped doing what I loved just because other people didn't like it. not anymore. I will hopefully be back on here more often, in between papers from all the professors. I look forward to chatting with you all again!!!! ~ Carmen