Wow, I've been gone for a long time. However, I'm going to be gone for a few more years. I will be focusing on college and trying to make it to the end of it. I hope I can do this. I'm kinda scared and I feel very emotional throughout the school days. I'm trying to get through college life. I'm pretty sure after I graduate college that I won't regret all the pain and hardships I went through. Even though I do feel lonely because I'm quiet and I don't really have any friends to talk about this, I'm trying to make my family proud. Graduating college. Something that not a lot of people are able to go through. I'm using this chance to show that I can make it through these 3 more years of college. But I'm so sad because I won't be able to read such wonderful stories. I feel like I was engaging in the story and it kinda gave me some closure. I hope you guys are still writing them when I'm gone xD Thank you and sorry everyone for not getting in contact. I'm going to have to be gone for a while longer. I still hope to see you by then.