Written June 10th, 2021
Vent story, "Didn't I?"
The wind was strong as LG stood at the cliff, lost eyes bearing down at the crashing waves below. What if she jumped? Would the ocs miss her? What if she just vanished one day..? LG's soul started to break, Canz was beside her at an instant, trying to talk to her....
LG's eyes became fully white, small pinpricks in a void of black... She could remember the screams of her begging Gaster, watching her au crumble and fall. "But it was never my au." Canz' attempts calming the Creator faltered at her words. "I am a child at heart Canz... I invaded your home, took your place, then killed it... Didnt I?" Magenta tears started to leak from her sockets. "Didnt I!?" She snaps at the ghost figure. "Ofcourse not-" But his call back was vaint, as the creator clawed at her skull and dropped to her knees. "STOP SAYING THAT!" Her thoughts finally started catching up. "I-I was always stupid, always selfish, I RUINED IT ALL!" It felt sickenly right to scream that to the sky, fighting her own emotions. Screaming and crying until she felt faint.
LG stared, she cleared the tears staining her cheekbones and stared. Canz stayed still, like triggering her would happen if he moved at all.... Then LG stood, and she took out her SOUL.
Carefully, she drags a finger to the middle of the soul before jabbing it. "This... was supposed to be yours..." Canz winces. "Then... I came along." She pops the soul back and stares at Canz. His eyes darkened as her stares into two, emotionless pricks. "I ruined us."
The female turns and starts walking back to the mansion, where ocs court ocs, others have sex, and others harm...
Back to a place where she was supposed to have control but didnt. LG was but another copy, a copy to toy with, LG was simply an oc to the one who held it all...
LG was gifted at hurting herself, after all... Hurting others was all The Writer did anyways.