old poem
I try to lose interest
But you just keep pulling me back
The way you look at me
Your nutmeg brown eyes
The way you tilt your head to talk to me
You make my heart beat like a melody
The voice you use when i'm around
So kind and gentle, making me feel safe
I miss you when your not around
But alas i will never say
I love when you talk to me
But love, you make it so hard
I stumble and trip on my words but you wait patiently for me
It's hard to not get lost in your hazel eyes
I wish I could see more of you
But i can't stand knowing you don't love me the way i do
I try my hardest to present for you
but i am no match for her
I can see why you like her so much
She's pretty, kind, and smart
i wish i was like her but i will never say
She makes me jealous in so many ways
I know im greedy for your love
But you're the only boy whose made me feel so in love
I wish you knew
But you are still so clueless dear.