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Hi guys !! To my uh 200 followers who still follow me I have only come back to actually edit that pooly written nalu lemon 
          
          Then i will delete the app again !! 

Yes it is i. I have returned for no reason but i am here every though no one is going to read this but i pretend there is someone going to read this.

read my book red ink 
          if you're interested in poetry similar to "milk and honey"

This new update doesnt really feel like wattpad but okay.

Sorry if i'm talking too much.
          
          I really like making fan fiction books but since a lot of people I know follow, I worry about them judging me at school and not like me anymore. Writing books that are not fan fiction is really hard for me since I can't really update and think of something to write really quick. Thats why most of my books are fails and I remove them and publish ones that have short chapters.

I know no one cares and no one will ever read this but, i'm tired and stressed. School is just throwing tests and homework at me everyday. I can't even stay awake at school and pay attention. And because of that, my grades are dropping. Since I think about the future alot I'm worried what will happen to my future? My parents are always talking and comparing to my relatives who went to university and stuff. I've also found a lot of things I'm passionate about but I can't do them all at once. Teachers are always talking about School registration and us failing and having to restart the class again and puts even more stress on me to try harder when I even can't anymore at this point.
          
          Sorry for my bad English. It may be my first language but i'm still bad at it.
          
          I'm not still sure if anyone reads and follows me for my writing this is why I'm usually never online.

Im screwing up :( Im screwing myself in life. Im so dumb and keep embarrassing myself. Now I'm going to distance myself away from others

Ah i see nalu lemons  i like your style 

hey there ‍♀️ its yo best friend

Congrats on 200 followers :)