CandyCake126

that moment you realize you have more books in your library than people on the titanic

CandyCake126

I started this wattpad account last summer where i started to loose everything.
          
          first thing i lost- The whole side of my dads family up and left and i thought they hated me. I thought i was not good enough.
          
          second thing i lost- I lost my dad at the time he was an alcoholic.  He has been sober for a year now and im proud.
          
          Third thing i lost- My first friend. I dont even count him as a friend anymore. He knew what i was going through and decided to emotionally torture me. 
          
          Fourth thing i lost- I lost my house. I wanted to die. I hated living. I hated the sun i despised every breath i took. I hated looking in the mirror. I hated my hair. I hated my eyes. I hated my skin. I hated everything.
          
          the things i gained- I met a few of you and you guys changed me. The reason i got up everyday was to post another chapter of a book i was writing. The reason i got up was just to be in my virtual world were nothing mattered. I gained something that will stay with me forever and i thank you guys for that. I thank you for the great laughs you gave me when you posted a comment. I thank you for reading and following me. 
          
          And i'm sorry to say this is my last post. I'll still be reading on here and if you need someone to talk to im always here. 
          
          Go Follow my friends too ---------
          @FalloutCeCe 
          @pugsrawesome
          @_xx_JustFanGirly_xx_
          @bethanyrosannaruga2
          @Angelina1224
          @maddie6564
          @denny_perez113

CandyCake126

today at my school we talked about making the right decisions today and i agree with some of the things we said but i disagree with other things.
          
          1- There are no better or worse decisions in life they are your decisions. There is always going to be that one person that thinks your wasting your life so do what you want to do. Now I'm not saying go and murder people.
          
          2- We live in a world that is centered on our careers and what we accomplish in life. We are so focused on the future we waste the present and the nest thing we now were at a old run down wawa getting a cup of coffee before we head to our crappy job and you sit back and think wow i could have enjoyed when i was younger. So try to enjoy it as much as you can.
          
          3- why would i want to please anyone? I admit im not perfect and i often lose but why are we trying to please people constantly! Wear what you want. Style your hair how you want. Be who you want. You would never pay people to hang the decor in your house or rearrange the furniture in YOUR house.