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          My stomach hurts, so please bare with me more -

I'm SO SORRY I've been so busy and my dad is sick. Plus I'm stressing with school. Please bare with me guys. I'm so sorry. 

"You're so cold
          But you feel alive
          Lay your hands on me
          One last time
          Show me how it ends
          It's alright
          Show me how defenseless
          You really are
          Satisfied and empty inside
          That's alright
          Let's give this another try…" 

My dad is really sick, so my replies are going to be short because I need to help him. I'm sorry guys

Haven't been on, been out, be on later

Answering all Roleplays tomorrow-

I FOUND MYSELF BY LOSING HOPE

" I'm heroin, I'm like ecstasy.
          All these girls want sex from me.
          Blowing up my phone, Always texting me.
          All they want to do is get next to me.
          I'm schizo, I'm loco.
          They're mad because I'm rolling solo.
          I'm rich trying to get that mo-dough.
          And in the bed these girls say I'm a mofo.
          Girl Let's get Freaky Now.
          Lick you all up and down.
          I got them lips,
          I'll make you drip until you twist all around.
          I want to feel them legs, Because it ain't time for sex.
          You've got them hips, You've got them lips
          I want to feel the rest. "
          
          

" I feed like you taught me and selflessly swallow
          We coalesce in darkness, so selfishly hollow
          Examine the wreckage
          Writhing in tempo
          Invisible anguish casting a shadow
          
          I'm ready to bury all of my bones
          I'm ready to lie but say I won't
          So tell me your secrets
          And join me in pieces
          To rot in this garden made of stones
          Eternally yours
          
          As we rest in pieces, though I know not your name
          I would suffer forever to absolve all your pain
          And in the name of love. "
          
          

"Bury all your secrets in my skin
          Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
          The air around me still feels like a cage
          And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
          So if you love me let me go
          And run away before I know
          My heart is just too dark to care
          I can't destroy what isn't there
          Deliver me into my fate
          If I'm alone I cannot hate
          I don't deserve to have you
          Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
          If I can change I hope I never know"