CandyThePuppy

Tw for sa trauma reference but do y'all think this bl breakup is emotional enough? 
          
          I was going for a "oh lawd they both have body issues" pairing. 
          
          Found You: 
          Chapter "Stop Looking" notes
          
          Ki ran after (idk name) tried to kiss him
             "Wai- wait I'm sorry for scaring you back there!" 
          "..." They under bridge. It's sprinkling.
             "...-Y-you already know I'm trapped in my brother's body. ... Listen, I don't like being put in intimate situations either; it makes me feel *gross.* Everything about it feels wrong; I'm not attracted to the same people my body is. And it's my *brother's BODY* for crying out loud! E-every time it reacts to something, I want to HURL!.. You're the ONLY one my body and mind agree on! Be- because you're the only one who-"
          "S-s- STOP LOOKING AT ME!" other looks down "You've got that SAME look in your eyes as the neighbor who repeatedly assaulted me as a kid! You've got the same look as the actress who *manipulated* me and made me trust her just so sh-she-- You..WANT me! I- I don't WANT you to want me! I don't WANT to be perceived like that!!"
             "You're conflicting love with lust!! I LOVE YO-!"
          "SO WHAT IF I *AM* CONFLICTING THE TWO?! So WHAT if I'm broken and can't tell the difference!? Being AWARE of it doesn't suddenly *fix* the problem!!"
             "But you can still be FIXED!"
          "I don't WANT to be fixed!! I don't NEED to be fixed!! I'm too SCARED to fix myself, because then I'll get BROKEN again!!" 
             "..."
          "..."
             "...Listen to yourself..."
          "No, you listen to YOURSELF! You're trying to coax me into having SEX with you!!"
             "NO I'M NOT?!?!! I'm not in the SLIGHTEST! I want much MORE than that! I want to be IN LOVE with you! I want to share my LIFE with you! I don't CARE about the intimacy! I don't WANT the intimacy!! A-are you not listening to ANYTHING I'm saying??!! I want YOU. NOT your body!"
          
          (Other half in replies)

Hi, I hope this isn’t a weird question but is Haerdawn one of your villages in your stories? I’ve been thinking of village names, and then “Haerdawn” somehow came out, but I’m kinda suspicious that I remembered this village name rather than actually made it.
          Thank you for your time.

I want to write but I'm too tired ToT

Girlie icl I've been seeing you in EVERY comment section of the minecraft fics and like I see you twinn YESSSS (wanna moot??) 

I once asked if you could check a story of mine (in the darkness) but never really gave me feedback. (I'm not mad!)

Idk whose birthday it is, but, I can bet it's somebody's birthday today, so, uhh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WOOOOO! *sparkles and confetti* Let us all celebrate the birthdays of millions of people around the world!!

You and a few others are the only ones keeping this fandom alive.

Man.... 10 year old me used to LOVE you (still do)

ello

I always love going into the thirstiest of comment sections and to the most AroAce things imaginable. 
          
          Example: 
          [fan art of an anime guy's shirt ripping off] 
          [ladies literally going savage in the comments] 
          Me: "Man, he must be really cold right now. "