i am love and hatred, power and weakness, bravery and fear, destruction and creation. i am the demon that fights my own kind with their own power. i am strong, only when my opponent is strong. i am kind only when those around me are kind. i can be the most thoughtful and caring person, then turn around and tear the evil limb from limb.
                                                        this is me, this is Chaos

                                                               this is humanity

That was me, and in a way it still is me, I still am Chaos, but now I'm more of a Phoenix, reborn from the ashes with my wings spread wide. Today I'm at peace, with myself and with the world. I've come to understand the world, I know Christ and God and I've been so much more joyful for it. Through this relationship I've come to know my destiny; my true calling. Not only that but I've found a friend that's beyond what I could hope for. She is the greatest love I've known (aside from Christ). Now I'm following God's will for me with the woman that I'm supposed to be with. Get ready world, He's going to do great things through us!

THINGS I LIKE!!!!
Music: rock (all kinds), r&b, some hip-hop, country (yes, i do like country, mostly modern country though), some classical, christian, and some rap
Sports: almost any sport. now if you want to know what i'm GOOD at, it'll be soccer and football
Other: i like math and science (and language, depending on the teacher), i love reading and writing (but hate school, aside from the friends), i love martial arts (I'm a black belt, whether or not i'm good depends on who you ask), as well as camping, swimming, sometimes fishing, bike riding, flying in planes (hopeful pilot someday), rollercoasters, and having fun with friends or being alone to think, either way I'm happy.