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Bonjour whore, it's me, and it's also been a while since you saw my queer-ass.
I don't have a good (or bad) reason for why I haven't written in a while. I really am interested in writing the Solangelo AU I'm working on, but I guess a lot of things have changed for me. Firstly, I decided that writing Nico as a drug addict would be a mistake on my part because I don't know enough about that for it to be something I can write properly (I also don't feel like Googling it because I'm already on the government watchlist for researching the link between drive-by shootings and gangs a while ago). Second, I think I myself have matured(?). I'm not really sure how to phrase this for somebody who hasn't come out (it was only 3 people, but it's a big deal to me since all of them accepted and supported me). The best way I can describe it is having a demon that's been possessing you for your entire life just,,, leave your body. Third, I tend to get the most inspiration at night and, while I don't have a set curfew, I'm not exactly supposed to be writing fanfiction at midnight instead of sleeping. (Or writing fanfiction at all, but I think we can keep this little secret to ourselves, yes?)
Anyway, I'm gonna try to start writing again today, so I hope to see you with another update again soon :)