I just realized I separate myself from the real world at the first sign of distress. Apparently I started to do that in high school when things got rough between my parents, and would immerse myself in the Harry Potter series.
Now, about ten years later, I'm still using the old mechanisms, but I'm stronger today and have more power and control over my life and destiny. It's time to face things head-on and then move on. It's time to face the music.