♡ Everlark ♡

Anyone else supper exited for the new 
          For KING & COUNTRY Music video to be released?!?!!!? 
          
          No?..
          
          Just me?
          
          OK... 
          
          Three days, just gotta wait three days, sadly I'll be in the middle of one of my glasses after it releases, (Cry) but I'll suffer through the pain.. 
          
          Oh, and serious question!! I'd like to know!!
          Does anyone know who For KING & COUNTRY are? I feel like I'm sorta alone in this group? They sing the song 
          'God only knows' 
          'Born the ships'
          And many others, I bet if you listen to K-love or watch any shows like 'The forge'  you've heard their music, they ate getting more popular, their music bring featured in many huge movies, even writing a movie themselves called 'Unsung Hero'
          If you've seen the movie 'Journey to Bethlehem' The actor that plays Cesar's son is actually Joel Smallbone! He plays in many other movies such as his own 'Unsung hero' and a unknown, rarely talked about movie called 'Priceless' I love it so much!!!   
          
          If you've never heard of them..
          What about... LA Vie Quartet? 
          Anyone?
          No?
          K..
          I'm really alone with that one, no fan club, fan art, merch, yeah I'll be alone in that group  for a while
          
          
          Any how, go watch it (Filmed in the opry!!!)
          

Do I feel like I'm going to die? 
          Yes
          
          Do I wat to curl up and cry
          Yes
          
          Do I feel like I'm going to get better
          ..... No
          
          To anyone else with the Flu out there.. You're not alone!! :( 

AHH! 
          
          G'day y'all 
          
          For KING & COUNTRY released a new song called 40!! 
          
          I went to their Christmas concert this year at the opry, and they debuted it!! Supposedly no one knew about this song release, other than the people at the opry that night (I was one of those peeps) 
          
          I whipped put my phone and started recording, so these 3 months I've been carrying a song and a secret that hadn't been released yet!! 
          
          IVE BEEN WAITING THREE MONTHS FOR THUS SONG!! Once they sung it I fell in love and wanted to listen to a higher quality version other than hitting replay on my phone gallery. This song had no release date, nothing was ever posted about this song, other than a short 5 second clip of Joel and Luke singing it at the opry.
          
          I've been sick recently (Flu) :( so I was staying home from school (YAY)  and I get a text message on my phone, I open it and it's a message from the band!! I screamed and clicked on the message and it takes me to a website saying that 40 is now available!! That made me feel so much better!!
          
          You should listen to the song!
          
          Good luck in the world, and may God bless

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          ╚┛┗╩━━╩━╩━╩━━╝╚╝ guys sorry I haven't been posting much, I've been busy with things. I know I keep saying this and every time I fail to accomplish, but I will try to update the next chapter soon, with school upcoming (starting again tomorrow) it will be difficult, but I WILL try
          
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          Shooting you some love, 
          -Me

Ohhh my goodness!! Y'all in 30 minutes  it will be CHRISTmas!! Ah! I'm so excited, lmk what y'all's favorite gifts where this year! 
          
          It doesn't even feel like Christmas which is sorta sad, every Christmas eve I would dream of the next morning. But this past year I haven't had dreams at all, other than these past few nights.. but that was because I was sick with a fever, so does that really count? 
          
          Anyways! Happy early Christmas!!!! Or whatever you celebrate, if you celebrate. 
          

(Might delete this later, so read it while it's up) 
          
          Hey guys, I'm having a really rough night so if you could keep me in your prayers tonight it would mean a lot, but you don't have to, that's alright. Its just getting really tough, I'm not sure I can do it anymore. I've tried, I really have, if I would've known growing up was this hard I would have never wished to be older on that birthday years ago. I feel like I don't have anything I can hold onto, everything leaves or is going to leave... I just wish I could have someone I trust opening up to.. Opening up is like talking to a cop, you know? Everything can and will be held against you. I'm not sure how much longer I'll make it, i'm scared. What will happen to me... A few nights ago I cried so hard, I cried myself to sleep and when I woke up my eyes were red, like blood shot.. What's that supposed to mean? And I had a moment tonight where I cried to much, and so hard, my heart ached, my chest was literally hurting so much I started to cry because of the pain. My head started to hurt, and my eyes burned, oh they burned so bad. Why does this keep happening? Is this the sign of the end? I've always been afraid if death, and dreaded it  but has it came for me this soon in life? Even though I'm having a rough time, I am not sure I'm ready to go just yet. Luckily I was by myself and was able to get it all out, I did have my rabbit with me and he is so sweet, man he is my best friend I have no clue what I'll do when he's gone.. We've been though so much together, he sits by me the while time I was having a moment every now and then nudging my arm. He's the sweetest and I'll love him till my last breath. He will he in my 7 minutes, I'm not sure how much time I have left with him though, he's pretty old so we just gotta make the moments count! 
          
          Anyway, please have a happy thanksgiving! 

The Christmas album just released literally 3 minutes ago!! Ahhhh I was watching the Spotify countdown and witnessed this amazing event!! I would recommended listing to their music (For king + country)

So.. I just watched the new episode of one of my favorite shows.. I saw that Netflix had said there was a new episode and I threw my hands up hitting my phone on the counter which launched it into the bathroom sink... But the episode was so cute!! They almost kissed but then someone interrupted them... I let out thousands of internal screams I wanted that dude to get hit by a bus the first time he appeared in this show.. And now after all he's done... I still want him to be hit with a bus x2 :) 

So.. What do y'all think abt the new FK+C album coming out at midnight? So many things going on today that I'm supper exited about, one of my fav shows just got a new episode, I was abt to do a presentation but then we had a tornado still, easy ch in history + got bonus points for the test, history test was moves to Monday, only got two days if school next week, a book I'm reading released a new chapter, I got a new idea for the HG chapter I'm working on, the FK+C Christmas album comes out in less than an hour, AND it snowed... How much better can life get rn, that's pretty flipping awesome!! 
          
          Also, a question for all of y'all:
          
          Should I get on a posting schedule? Or just post new chapters at random? I know what its like to follow authors with strict posting dates and others who don't care and post whenever. I know the excitement of opening up the app to see your author has posted a new chapter, and if I get on a posting schedule, then it takes away the surprise/excitement, but I also know some people like to have dates of the next CH release for example: I will post every Friday. But idk, what's your thoughts?

Lol, hiii.
          
          So, um, I don't know how to start Chapter Nine, even though I know my plan for the story, a bit. I just don't know how to start the chapter. Any possible tips?