Carice Amarel

your gamzee fic continues to haunt me 3 years later.

Heyo old friend, it's been awhile. How're you doing? Good I hope, I've detached from most of my friends in our home town and I kinda wish I never moved away
          
          Enough about me lol, I hope you are doing well. I've missed you and my old friends from our school 

Oh boy, it just hit me while looking at my friend's profile, I haven't properly represented said friend in my writing
          I based the character Honey off of her and she's Muslim
          I have written nothing of her hijab and everyone in that book is like sixteen or something
          Point is, /oh dear God/

Ooh the daily consideration of completely restarting my x reader because the beginning, which I wrote in fucking MIDDLE SCHOOL, is going to KILL ME IF I EVER RE-READ IT. Literally gonna shoot me down on the spot, a deer in hunting season.
          I would not blame anyone for reading those damn beginning chapters and being turned off from the book for good. Bitch even the next to latest chapters make me cringe. I swear to FUCK-

Remember ME

To anyone 5till waiting on my 5tory update5 from the Gamzee x Reader, I have a que5tion for you.
          I've already made the chapter I'm working on very very long. Like, I'm pretty 5ure it'5 longer than any chapter in the book, and I'm only halfway done with the plan for that day. I can either publi5h it now or I can keep working on it through that day plan.

I am begging
          BEGGING
          FOR FREE TIME
          I'M 5O TIRED OH MY GOD5

Hhhhh not me 
          Remembering when I thought yaoi wasn't toxic and made a gag about it in my fic
          Compared to how I am now, hella tired of the fetishizing of gay men, and hoping I remembered to address the difference between good MLM and whatever the Fuck is going on with fujoshis. 

Me, Me love your book..... Ok im gonna stop being weird I like you book its really good 

are you still alive?