Captain-Priceeee

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Captain-Priceeee

Ha ha as in angry AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Captain-Priceeee

Can someone just take away my ability to feel? I am so tired of feeling everything. Of feeling the disappointment of people when I don't do something, or when I just get angry or sad. I don't want that burden anymore. I just want to be able to sleep and make my family proud. I want them to love me. I need the to understand that I'm sorry and I don't mean to mess everything up, and that I am trying, even if I say that a lot. I want them to know that I love them, and I just want them to be happy. But I might not be able to do that all the time. I'm just so sorry that I can't express myself without sounding rude or getting angry. It's not your fault. It's just how I am now. I don't want to be, but I don't know how to stop. I've been trying since I was twelve years old to be better, to make you all proud, but it never worked. You all deserve someone who can do better for you and make you happy and proud. I can't do that and I'm sorry. You don't need this burden that I put on you. And I'm sorry to my aunt M for saying one thing and not doing it. I'm sorry and I can't say that enough. I just don't know how to do it anymore. I don't know how to do anything anymore and I'm scared. I'm so sorry. 

Captain-Priceeee

@Larry_Cotton it's fine. Still unable to things though 
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Captain-Priceeee

WE NEED BRENT SPINER SUPREMACY. I DON'T CARE IF PEOPLE DISAGREE, BUT HE IS TO AMAZING. I THINK I ALSO HAVE ISSUES BUT I DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT EITHER. BUT WE SHOULD DEFINITELY CONSIDER LISTENING TO HOS MUSIC. IT'S FAMILIAL. OKAY IM DONE. 

Captain-Priceeee

I mean phenomenal, not familial. I need sleep. 
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Captain-Priceeee

this message may be offensive
Is it okay to just be alone forever? This way I know I won't fuck up everything. (≧▽≦)

Captain-Priceeee

I want to try and write imagines for you lovely people! You can request Dressers, Characters, or whatever you want. I'll do my best for smut, but I earn I'm not to good at it. 
          
          I'll do my best for any fandom you want (show or movie related, not music). 
          
          Let me know what you want. 
          
          Forever and Always,
          
          Gayta_Gayta

Captain-Priceeee

That's perfectly fine. Puppers are worth all the attentions (≧▽≦) Thanks for the recommendation and I will try my best on it. Though it will be a bit slow because I have horrible writer's block 24/7 it seems. 
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nightcore124

@Gayta_Gayta i would love to help but i dont have a lot of time ob my hands anymore since i got a new pup however you should check out final space whenever you can its on hulu and tbs its pretty good
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Captain-Priceeee

@nightcore124 Wow. I've not heard of this before. You seem to know more than me on this topic. Anything you can help with would be great. Unless you don't want to which is fine too. (;^ω^)
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Captain-Priceeee

So my ex (of a three year relationship) and I have decided to be friends with benefits and see where it goes from there. We also talked about how far we would take it in terms of intimacy and I really don't know. It's a whole thing but I'm kinda curious and nervous to see what happens. If you have anything to say or judge me on my eyes are open. Wish me luck!!
          
          Forever and Always,
          
          -Chaos_Knights.