CaptainGilin1995

Been a while since my last post on my story, Endless Love. Sorry for the long wait. How are you guys doing so far?
          	
          	Was in a good mood since the past few days. Had the news that I got a better job offer, which means my 3 years & 4 months of suffering in my current workplace is coming to an end!! I'm thrilled about the exciting news. No more nagging from my bosses for just a small matter anymore.  With the new job, I won't need to work on weekends any longer. I will have some free time learning some skills just to follow my dreams. ^^
          	
          	Those who read this message, I have a question for you. Do you prefer working for financial purpose? Or working for happiness? Drop me a comment and your reason below.

CaptainGilin1995

@temoalx true.... at some point, only myself knows what I want to be. I just want them to.. you know. Like understand what's my decision in life. All these while, I have been listening to their advices in life. I'm trying to be brave to get on the right track.
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temoalx

@CaptainGilin1995 it's your life, your job so you're the one who gets to decide how you want it to be 
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CaptainGilin1995

@temoalx hey... thanks for the reply. It's been a long time since I'm here. I was thinking of the same thing. I used to prioritise my financial when it comes to work, but now am going for happiness. Unfortunately, my family doesnt think that way. To them... it's best to secure my financial for future usage, so theres less worry about that matter. I just dont understand how they never think of my happiness with it comes to worklife.
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CaptainGilin1995

Been a while since my last post on my story, Endless Love. Sorry for the long wait. How are you guys doing so far?
          
          Was in a good mood since the past few days. Had the news that I got a better job offer, which means my 3 years & 4 months of suffering in my current workplace is coming to an end!! I'm thrilled about the exciting news. No more nagging from my bosses for just a small matter anymore.  With the new job, I won't need to work on weekends any longer. I will have some free time learning some skills just to follow my dreams. ^^
          
          Those who read this message, I have a question for you. Do you prefer working for financial purpose? Or working for happiness? Drop me a comment and your reason below.

CaptainGilin1995

@temoalx true.... at some point, only myself knows what I want to be. I just want them to.. you know. Like understand what's my decision in life. All these while, I have been listening to their advices in life. I'm trying to be brave to get on the right track.
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temoalx

@CaptainGilin1995 it's your life, your job so you're the one who gets to decide how you want it to be 
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CaptainGilin1995

@temoalx hey... thanks for the reply. It's been a long time since I'm here. I was thinking of the same thing. I used to prioritise my financial when it comes to work, but now am going for happiness. Unfortunately, my family doesnt think that way. To them... it's best to secure my financial for future usage, so theres less worry about that matter. I just dont understand how they never think of my happiness with it comes to worklife.
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CaptainGilin1995

*A message why I stop updating my stories*
          
          It's hard to say I've been neglecting my story again due to my personal life.Life is getting harder for me to survive each day.I lost my interest on writing.I'm literally upset of everything. Nothing goes right for me. My job turns me into another person. And I couldn't recognise myself either. I broke down to tears each day, trying to hold on for the next day.
          
          With the stress from work, I spoke to my family of wanting to leave the job and replace it with a part time job temporary. My mom went upset with my words. Money is all she's worry for. She wants me to get a better job, with a good pay. The only problem is I'm never happy with business firm jobs. And yes. I studied business when I was in college life. When she asked me what job I'm looking for, I couldn't reply her. I didn't have the courage to say writing or even drawing. As I know that she would stop me from doing both as a career. 
          
          So I applied for a job,a preschool teacher and I got a call for interview.My mom gets upset when I told her about it.Can she just.... Be proud of me just once? I just to try something different. Something which is not related to business firm. The pain in me, gets deeper and it's never heals. My best friend cheers me up when I told her about my situation, and it feels like she understand me even more than my family. 
          
          Everything I done in the past, nothing impress my mom at all. Sometimes I even feel why am I doing in this world when I keep making her upset. Does this... Happens to everyone as well? I'm really sorry that I write an essay to get your attention. I just need something to let out my feelings. 
          

ningshuen

@CaptainGilin1995 hey,,it's probably quite late for me to reply to this message but hope you are feeling better. you can ignore the comment i comnented in the book just now. hope that you are feeling better :) fighting!❤
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CaptainGilin1995

100 Followers!! Thank you so much for catching up with me even I've been a hiatus. Seriously I didn't get to write anything for these few days due to virus infection. Had a terrible headache that I couldn't sleep well. But don't worry… I'm already recovered for now, except still feeling the dizziness spell once in a while.
          
          So… As a reward for helping me getting 100 followers, I will be posting a new update of my story. But let's say…It will only be done by few hours later?? I'm really sorry, but I just only realised that I reached so many followers when it's getting late!! Stupid me!! 
          
          Feel free to drop a comment to remind me as well if I have not update it yet. *salute*

temoalx

@CaptainGilin1995 get well soon chingu! 
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runningmanmaniac

@CaptainGilin1995 congrats for 100 followers!! :D
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unicorncheng

Hellooooooo im bored ._. (The few moments when im on wattpad XD) 
          

unicorncheng

@gilin1995 yea I had nothing ti do that day XD there was a running event the next day so I had nothing to do
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CaptainGilin1995

@unicorncheng hello there~ why boring? Nothing much to do?
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hana281228

Hi, Gilin.
          I was desperate for KwangMong fanfic and then I found yours. You are an amazing author! Keep up the good work!
          And please, never drop any fiction of yours
          Thank you again! Nice day!

CaptainGilin1995

@HoangAnhPham323 thank you for the message. Really glad that you enjoy reading them. And of course, I can never drop any fanfiction. They are part of my life~ Have a great day and do look forward for my next update. ^^
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