About HEALING.
Truth be told, this fanfic series isn’t one I’m quite willing to update or continue.
The series is one I started when I was literally 13, the content isn’t one I’m that proud of because of how much I’ve matured in my writing style and as a person.
I made my character ‘a fantasy version of myself,’ a very unrealistic teenage girl who was too overpowered for the plot. I shipped her with a few characters from the anime, which now makes me uncomfortable due to my current age. I also disregarded major plot points because I was too focused on my own, and because I’m not great at creating my own scenes; essentially becoming a reader insert.
Reviewing the series itself, I find myself quite critical of its entirety. One of the main problems is how the girls in the show are presented, sexualised and undermined with most being only 15 from the start. I never realised, until quite recently, how problematic that was, and how I enabled and encouraged this in my writing.
I’m sorry to those who want me to continue, but I’m unable to deliver.
If I ever do update, the writing style will be completely different, and may follow a completely new premise for the improvised character I created.
—CaraScarlett.