CaramelBanana12
Oh my god I’m alive *jazz hands* hello my friends
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Cxtnipkitty
ily, cammyyyyyyyyy <3 /p
Voruki
Hello!!! TYSM for following me!! ^W^
CaramelBanana12
Love that mom acknowledges she’s scary when she yells by telling me to just tell her to stop yelling but I’m too scared to bc she’s yelling—
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Bleh
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I don’t like juggling so much in life
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TW
I’m so tired of everything
Always being second pick for my ‘best friend’, people never understanding I need a break, just existing in general. I’m just so tired and I wanna take a long nap but j barely have enough time for normal sleep as it is with school projects and people and math homework oh god I hate this math homework
Id just been venting for a whole ass hour
CaramelBanana12
I keep trying to take mental health breaks for a full day but then I keep getting forced to do stressful things and then I end up jsut coming off as lazy
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If he was still around I’d be able to talk to him and not rave and rant in this pitiful state on a wattpad account that pretty much no one knows exists
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I was right
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My best friend is terrified, people are feeling guilty and regretful all over the place
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TW
part of me wants to go back to my moms house
My razor is there
Another part of me just wants to collapse and just sleep I’m so tired rn
And then another part of me wants to break down crying and be hugged but I only have my dad and he’s not gonna get it and I need hugs from people who really know me
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Well, I probably should not me trusted with this
The razor mom got me is…. Very sharp
I very lightly dragged it on my thumb to see how sharp it was yesterday and the marks are still there just as bad as they were when they appeared
Which wasn’t too bad just one layer of skin but I barely touched it soooo
But yeah I don’t trust myself
bellsthe_writer
ivebeen there :( i’m sorry that you have to feel like this but i’m here if you need me :) <3