CarnageHunter13

Chat, I've been dead a while, and it wasn't fair to come back and post a vent. It is none of your business, and it was very inconsiderate of me. I promise to withhold such information and never share it again. 
          	
          	I also wanted to tell you all that I'll be moving my story "Danger Zone" to another account if you want to look for me. I'll even write some short stories about some new Ocs, but that'll officially start during the Summer as I will have lots of free time then. 
          	This is my new account. If u wanna come, find me or say hi: @Cryptic_M355ag3
          	
          	
          	Thank you for ur time

CarnageHunter13

Chat, I've been dead a while, and it wasn't fair to come back and post a vent. It is none of your business, and it was very inconsiderate of me. I promise to withhold such information and never share it again. 
          
          I also wanted to tell you all that I'll be moving my story "Danger Zone" to another account if you want to look for me. I'll even write some short stories about some new Ocs, but that'll officially start during the Summer as I will have lots of free time then. 
          This is my new account. If u wanna come, find me or say hi: @Cryptic_M355ag3
          
          
          Thank you for ur time

CarnageHunter13

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Im back from the dead(But I feel like absolute rubbish and I need to clear my head and an outside opinion)
          
          Basically, about 2 weeks ago, I had a breakdown at school. Like screaming, crying,  throwing my glasses, my backpack, the works. I just like had some stuff going on and I lost it. After that I got ghosted by my 3 only "friends"
          
          I managed to talk and resolve it with one of them but the other two  are being (sorry for my cursing) fucking bitches. I had to schedule a talk with a guidance counsellor with the two of them. One of them(We'll call her S) said that the friendship was draining her, I acted like I was bipolar and that she talked to her family and friends(Not me)  and concluded that she wanted to end the friendship( Mind you, she was laughing the whole time)
          
          The other one( Lets call her bitch cuz her own case is the worse and shes downright disgusting) started bawling her damn eyes out like a dam for some stupid reason. She said that she wanted to resolve things and get things back to normal, and that she needed space(Before proceeding to ghost me for another 2 weeks now or so. She ain't sorry and I hope she feels the amount of shit Ive felt the past 2 weeks.
          
          It got so bad that I started crying and having painful stomach and chest pains when Im coming to school or walking in the hallway. The guidance counsellor made me go to a microaggression workshop and  suggested anger management classes and sent an email to my mom that I was dealing with my mental health(Which my mom of course laughed at)

CarnageHunter13

nah not really but it hurts. As if Im not on the same level in their eyes to come talk to about how they feel and that I should be the bigger person and come up to them first if I even want to get answers
            
            
            (Im sorry its a lot but I just need to make sure I'm not going crazy or being selfish). rn
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CarnageHunter13

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The fact that people are telling me that its not my fault but are recommending these things without talking about the fact that I was ghosted and abandoned when I needed someone to be there for me during a hard time. Noone is talking about it and it makes me so FUCKING MAD OMG LIKE IS IT CAUSE iM BLACK OR SOMETHING AND YA'LL JUST GIVE PRIVILAGES TO WHITE GIRLS OR WHAT? NOONE IS TALKING ABOUT IT AND EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME TO IGNORE IT, MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND MOVE ON. HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO "MOVE ON" WHEN I GET SO UNCOMFORTABLE EVEN COMING TO A PLACE THAT I ONCE BELEIVED WAS A SAFE SPACE???
            
            I decided to talk to the guidance counsellor about my discomfort coming to school and she said that it was anxiety(Which is bullshitas, it's always happened and under certain conditions) I find all of this insulting and bothersome. Like, I'm not struggling with my mental health or anger issues(I dont think I do) I find it better to be able to cry and scream to someone without them needing to feel like I'm taking out my anger on them/that I need anger management classes or whatever(yeah yeah, I wrote a wholelotof crap about it in my journal or wtv) Everyone I tell this to (aside from a very supportive and wonderful friend I met on roblox) telle me that I should let it go, get help, I should have communicated, I cant force them to be my friends of a bunch of rubbish along those lines. Noone talks about mymain point of telling them this( In case I never wrote it or something; basically, I was abandoned by people I thought were my closest friends, people I said very personal and serious things about myself that I haven't even told my own mother and they used my breakdown as an excuse to practically say that being friends with me was toxic, and I acted like I was bipolar and abandoned me) At this point, Im mad, disgusted, sad?
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CarnageHunter13

Hey everyone. I know I've not been very active over the past few months or so. I've been busy with school and  my new Youtube channel and stuff
          
          Anyways. I've decided that i'll deleting this account and all storied will be discontinued but I'll still continue writing danger zone and will post it on my new account.
          
          If you want to follow me or something, then here is my new account: @HunterKratt14
          
          I will also transfer Danger zone to that account so u don't have to worry and fell free to also ask about the plot or tell me if you want a scene or character written for the plot in the story 
          
          Thank you for reading this, see u on my new channel, luv ya'll