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WARNING ITS LONG: So my family has been here for about two weeks, and I had to give up my bed, like everytime they visit cuz my grandma can't go down stairs, I can't sleep down there the stupid blowup mattress makes me sore and gives me migraines because it is so uncomfortable. Too much family for too long I feel like I'm gonna lose my shit soon. I was up this morning but now I'm down and feeling crappy, I just wanna cry and scream or whatever I want my privacy back so bad! But I dont want a select few members to leave but I do at the same time, I miss my room I want my bed again, and like I'm a super light sleeper , everything wakes me up even tiptoeing footsteps, this family makes me bipolar to a T. I try to do everything right, and I try to be respectful, but it's hard when they aren't respectful of my home, all my grandma watches is news and animal planet. And she's in the living room where the only TV that really works is. I'm gonna lose it, it's stressing me out it's nonstop news and stupid animal planet. I'm SO freaking upset and I think it's finally hitting me.. Thanks for listening to me vent. I guess I just finally needed to let it out somewhere. I hope yall are having a good week :)