You know that moment when you can feel that someone you care about hates you that's my nightmare guilt doubt a drop in self esteem happiness fades that's all I feel
What is like it like to smile not have a sad thought in your head to be to have one beautiful happy moment that you don't remeber the sadness in your life
What if I told you
Who I really was What if I let you in on my charade?
What if I told you
What was really going on
No more masks and no more parts to play
There's so much I want to say
But I'm so scared to give away
Every little secret that I hide behind
Would you see me differently?
And would that be .such...a bad thing
I wonder what it would be like
If I told you
What if I told you
That's its just a front
To hide the insecurities I have
What if I told you
That I'm not as strong
As I like to make believe I am