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I lowkey like ranting here even tho i update my stuff once every blue moon and nobody reads my shit anymore. Idc honestly. It's kind of soothing knowing i can just say whatever here and not one person will read it.
Anyways i cant sleep for the life of me. I still have a huge obsession with bloodymary and im trying to write one fic and a smutty oneshot. Im trying to draw, study a lot, sew, play minecraft, rehearse with my band for concerts all while finishing up my driving course. I'm tired and even though i doing all that I feel like in unproductive asf. But it's gonna be fine, i know it will. It always was and will be fine in the end.