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So at a new school and not even a month later I’m quarantined because my brother wasn’t careful in Florida

I've known this guy for a few weeks now, met him at a church and last week I pecked his lips, because he asked me to, and I don't know how to say no in these situations and now I feel like he thinks we're dating, but I don't know what we are

I am now 15!!! also happy bisexual day everyone

I graduated middle school Thursday!!!
          (Where ai live it's may 16, Sunday, 12:38 a.m.) 
          ALSO I just watched the movie Freaky
          About a serial killer and a high school girl switching bodies, it was fucking awesome best horror-comedy I've ever watched, Josh's scenes were my favorite, why are some of my male fictional crushes gay!?

Here a few reasons why I never talk much about my birth dad:
          I refer to him as my sperm donor, because 1: he had more than a hundred chances to see me in a little over ten years and never tried to , 2: he made me think that having one dad and two moms was normal, he was still seeing his ex, it's fine that they were trying to raising my half sister, but my mama was practically raising us both on her own, 3: he fucking abused my mama, and yelled at me to go to my room after I saw him throwing a lamp at my mama's back while she was bent down I was three!!! And 4th oh motherfucking 4th that bastard tried to push her down fucking stairs and kick her stomach while I was still in her, she put her life on the line for me, afte two or even four miscarriages she was only 21 when she had me 
          5: he was in jail for selling drugs after my mama left him
          Sorry for the rant,  just typed this to a person and now my anger is out like never before, my sperm donor is a sensitive topic 

I kissed my best friend on the cheek two days ago and I'm still giddy about it 

Me last week: I can always do school work at home!!! 
          
          Me today: Sh*t, I didn't know we had to do these tests, the wasn't an announcement for them on Google Classroom!!! 

I just confessed my feelings for my bestie/crush on snapchat with the "Jenny,  Darling, you're my best friend" lyrics and after I said I love them/her/him and night, and they/she/he just snapped back and I'm scared for the response...  I don't think I can open it T^T

When I visited my five(there was originally six, but one is still in foster care, I think) cousins, My cousin's(the oldest, but she is still two years younger than me) friend(now ex bf) asked our sexualities, my cousin is a beautiful bi queen and I'm a Pansexual, Panromantic and Polyamorous Princess, and he said that since we were first cousins, close in age and both like girls we could date each other, we didn't see each other often, but we didn't like each other as more than cousins and friends and we were just like "Boi, shut the fuck up, before we beat your ass with our shoes" I still don't feel comfortable being around him sometimes

My mom and her friend like to say me and Jaxon(her friend's son) will be married and have little babies running around.
          
          ...
          
          *inhales*
          
          I'm pan(parendts know, but brush it off, mom said I could only date boys, till I'm 18) 
          
          
          and poly(no one, but my bestie/crush and bi cousin knows this)
          
          And I wanna wait for real kids, my brother makes me want to have an abortion if I ever get pregnant, but I mad e a promised not to, so I still have my V card