I never realized how many awesome people there are in this world, I never realized that even though we never saw each other face to face that I had so many friends on the internet that actually liked. Bianca, Digger3000, and Ripslinger, you guys are truly amazing people.
Some times I felt so alone in this world since me and my twin sister are autistic, she seems to be on a higher spectrum than I am while I’m a little closer to earth but I still show traits here in there to a point where it feels my family doesn’t understand. I am not jealous of my twin sister (In fact I don’t even know what that feeling, feels like) or anyone but she always had better luck at somethings than me even though her emotions and mental state was worse than mine: she works on the things she loves everyday, she has friends, she’s had twelve freaking boyfriends and she actually expresses her emotions; It’s okay though I was never a people person, I don’t really care for men or women when it comes to dating and I still feel some things here and there even though I don’t express it a lot. She’s always been my best friend even though it felt like even though it felt like the whole world hated me when she was the one that loved me.
What I’m trying to say is even though it seems like I’m probably the biggest loser on Wattpad, Tumblr and Deviantart there are still people out there that like my stories and I guess I never realized it until now. I thought people saw me as some sort of weird loser who makes up characters and pairs them off with actual cartoon characters, I probably have less followers than anyone else, and people rarely comment on my stories (Which is what I have wanted since day one) and my stories has the least amount of views; but that’s okay, even if only just a handful of people like then that’s okay, I’m happy that there are people that like me and my little girl Colossus Equinox
