Cartoonicle
Does anyone think Colossus Equinox is Cool?
Cartoonicle
Cartoonicle
What am I looking at? It just shows up as a small question mark in a small blue square
Cartoonicle
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My college life is a FUCKING LIE, a lie I have put on to my teachers and my mom
Jlm119
@Cartoonicle hey, sorry you're going through that. I know this might not mean much or if you will even see this at all or just the ignore it,but I kinda know how you feel, well not the thing about answers and stuff but I mean college in general when I went to college I thought I would do great because for most of my academic career I studied hard and got good grades and didn't copy people but even I struggled and I eventually quit after having a breakdown mid way through the fall semester of my third year leading to me to see therapist and get psych evaluated revealing that I was on the autism spectrum with ADHD to boot. Basically what I am saying is that college is hard and to be honest the US education system has kind of sucked for a few decades since they focus on memorization and having us regurgitate the facts without understanding them. But just keep at it do your best and try and find a tutor or two who will help, most colleges should provide some sort of free tutor, well at least my old college did. But don't worry besides college isn't always for everyone anyway. Just do what you can and what you think is best and keep at it and always ask for help that was my biggest mistake was not asking for help when things thinking I could do it alone, that and putting too many classes per semester which caused me to be overwhelmed and get burnt out. Just keep at it and persevere, I feel like you can do it.
Cartoonicle
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It’s not that, I love college, but at what cost, I’m sure I don’t cheat at all my assignments, well I do cheat on quizzes and assignments and lately I have been half-assing my discussions and essays as if I’m just not into it. There was a point I loved my essays but maybe it was creative writing essays and discussions while everything else is just not worth the hassle, and now I’m on an Honor roll in my liberal arts degree (Yippee. ) now my mom is proud of me. It wasn’t the first time, I just hate quizzes and exams and the questions aren’t even the same as the practice quizzes, I’ve been doing this since highschool copying other answers and shit.
Is this what it means to be stupid, unable to answer questions without cheating.
The only thing I’m good at is writing stories and people don’t seem be interested in that. What I wouldn’t give to be smart, motivated and happy like my twin sister. But I’m just scum! Cheating, lying, cowardly and lazy scum!
Cartoonicle
Man, I’m a bit stuck at the moment after coming to a conclusion about my writing. Though my grammar and editing is good are my stories themselves good at all or confusing?
Cartoonicle
DAMMIT! Dammit! Dammit! Damn my Father, Damn my writer’s block! Damn my lack of motivation to become a famous story writer!
Damn you Dad! You groomed me to feel guilt and feel bad for you that I can’t grow up and Damn you’re young girlfriend for enabling you! Angry so angry! I have no energy! No confidence! No strength to stand up for myself!
Someone! Anyone! Please help me!
God I need therapy! This whole family needs therapy!
BiancaSantana880
Hey
BiancaSantana880
I see you been reading all my super Mario bros saga stories what your about to read is my greatest achievement yet and this time, Luigi is playing hero this is his story
Cartoonicle
I have to say though in the fourth movie Phiariah is a very confusing chick, she killed Ursula and ate her, chased Mario around to kill him and yet she feels bad about what happened to Sophia?
Cartoonicle
I have a huge request for everyone who has an Instagram account!
It would mean so much if you guys would ‘Heart’ my sister’s artwork in an art contest on Instagram!
https://www.instagram.com/anika_roanga12/?utm_source=ig_embed&ig_rid=fdf16259-e6d8-4e76-84d0-cc0950f6f3ae
And if you like any other art in the contest! You’re dead to me!
Just kidding! But please do this for my sister!
BiancaSantana880
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Hey, do it know go comment on her post tell that fucking bitch to go fuck her self
Cartoonicle
I never realized how many awesome people there are in this world, I never realized that even though we never saw each other face to face that I had so many friends on the internet that actually liked. Bianca, Digger3000, and Ripslinger, you guys are truly amazing people.
Some times I felt so alone in this world since me and my twin sister are autistic, she seems to be on a higher spectrum than I am while I’m a little closer to earth but I still show traits here in there to a point where it feels my family doesn’t understand. I am not jealous of my twin sister (In fact I don’t even know what that feeling, feels like) or anyone but she always had better luck at somethings than me even though her emotions and mental state was worse than mine: she works on the things she loves everyday, she has friends, she’s had twelve freaking boyfriends and she actually expresses her emotions; It’s okay though I was never a people person, I don’t really care for men or women when it comes to dating and I still feel some things here and there even though I don’t express it a lot. She’s always been my best friend even though it felt like even though it felt like the whole world hated me when she was the one that loved me.
What I’m trying to say is even though it seems like I’m probably the biggest loser on Wattpad, Tumblr and Deviantart there are still people out there that like my stories and I guess I never realized it until now. I thought people saw me as some sort of weird loser who makes up characters and pairs them off with actual cartoon characters, I probably have less followers than anyone else, and people rarely comment on my stories (Which is what I have wanted since day one) and my stories has the least amount of views; but that’s okay, even if only just a handful of people like then that’s okay, I’m happy that there are people that like me and my little girl Colossus Equinox
lexjones12
@Cartoonicle Hey happy you want like say to Bianca you're not alone ever one is not perfect or the world is not perfect but we have to try best be the best person and talk to me if you have sad or mean I just like to help people