Castiel Winchester

Hi everybody, you guys have known me for the past 3 years as Cas_Novak_79. Many of you most likely know me from discord or maybe in person. My name is Jensen, I am a 15 year old transgender male, and most importantly I am no longer a true writer on here. I have moved to Ao3, my handle there is Castiel_Novak_79. I will begin posting there after I get everything handled and situated with my move. I have a more in depth/detailed explanation of things in my bio there. I love you all, and thank you for all the love from the past 3 years.
          
          				-Jensen, out.

Hey Y'all.. I know I've been gone for.. *checks notes* a long time, and I haven't posted for even longer (Can't update what doesn't exist :/) But, I'm officially coming back in a bit! I also have an account on AO3, it is Castiel_Novak_79. It's great to be back y'all!

Me: Jared, I think you should play the role of my father.
          Jared: I don't want to be your father-
          Me: It's perfect, you already know your lines.

My brain: *gives my characters a little trama at first*
          Characters, upset: bruh-
          My brain 5 minutes later: *gives them as much trauma as I can think of*
          Characters: BRUH

Throughout my life
          I've always been afraid 
          of losing the people
          I love so much
          But then..
          Sometimes I wonder
          Is there anyone out
          there who's afraid of 
          losing me?
          ------
          Something I saw written down in Sam's one notebook the other day...should I be worried?

If anyone wants to watch Ten Inch Hero for free: https://mediaverse.plex.tv/movie/ten-inch-hero

-some spoilers for 15x20
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          Dean Jr. stands over his father, Sam, as he looks up at him. He sits down next to him, listening to his labored breathing. "It's okay, Dad. You can go now." he holds Sam's hand, tearing up. He watches as his head drops to the side, the monitor starts a flat lining sound as Sam's grip on Dean Jr.'s hand releases. He's dead, the great Sam Winchester is dead.
          
          -45 years earlier. October 31st, 2005-
          
          Dean stands in the apartment staring at Jess and Sam. "Dad hasn't been home in a few days." he says, Sam chuckles "So he's working on a Miller-Time shift. He'll stumble back in sooner or later." Dean looks at the ground before looking back up at him, "Dad's on a hunting trip, and he hasn't been home in a few days" and with those few words, the Winchester family legacy started.

I got this from @bisexual-deanmon https://www.instagram.com/p/CIFGzL4nKGn/?igshid=19zlak9dt5rtw

Just imagine how you could cross Supernatural and Grey's Anatomy. See the miracle of Dean's survival from the eyes of the doctors that worked on him, John going from Healthy to Dead. And just imagine how Sam or Dean, even both of them, keep going back to the hospital everyday for a week or two, denying that John is dead, even after the Hunter's Funeral. Meredith, George, or  Christina having to comfort them after his death, and trying to get them to realize that John really is dead. Sam being the one to silently breakdown after he accepts the truth, Dean possibly arguing with them, until he inevitably breaks down himself

I gotta stop bringing Supernatural into EVERYTHING. I started watching Grey's Anatomy and I'm already planning a crossover..What the hell brain?